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- Respuestas
No matter what I have no other choice, it comes down to I have exhausted myself searching, but I need to search (hopefully find) that which will fill the deep longing that has haunted me all my 60 years of life. This is my only choice in the moment, to press on with faith. Reading this over I sound lost, and yes, I have been wandering in the desert of illusion with no compass, something needs to change! So here I am with no ability to quit even though I do get ragefully angry at my perceived predicament. I have wanted to quit the search many times in my life but there is something inside that just does not allow me to, I trust this will be my continued motivator.
That’s beautiful to read this topic description. And i already thought something is wrong with me 5 years ago. The thing is that I feel that i want to repeat and dive into all the contents before, because i don’t even fully grasped them and I don’t want to jump over important details. All the pictures are so vague in my mind.
But anyways. I really and honestly feel that there is no other choice but to continue exactly where it feels uncomfortable, and we are being told that it’s not so much about understanding but connecting our desires.
If I don’t persevere, I will be brought back here after maybe 5 more years, and our time is too precious to waste more of it.
Do we want to live each alone in a different solar system like an exponantated form of corona?
No I will do this.
Semper Fi
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