When was the first time you sensed existential questions within you, and what did it take for you to listen to their call?

I was a child, probably about 7 years old, and I was starting to attend classes at Hebrew school. I felt like what they were teaching was a bunch of nonsense. They were telling stories about things that happened to people thousands of years ago and not relating anything to people in the present.

The first time I sensed existential questions within me was when I was 10 years old, and I began to feel that the way human life is lived is not the true answer. For many years, I saw the people around me doing things that I didn’t understand. They performed actions that caused them to suffer afterward. When I was 25, I made the decision to erase all the information I knew about religion, God, or anything else, and to start researching the truth in the world. That’s when I found Kabbalah, and for the first time, everything had meaning. It was in 2020 when I began to study, and I continue to deepen my understanding of this wisdom.

I’ve had “difficult” questions since I can remember.  The answers were ” it is how it is.” So I accepted them.  My whole life strange things happened to me, to prove that it must be something more than I can see… Finally, in 2018, I couldn’t repress  them anymore. Since then I was all the time sourcing for the answers. Every day, every week, every month and all those last years… until I found Kabbalah. Looks like everything before was just a preparation for it. Without those previous information ( I’ve read hundreds of books on different subjects), I wouldn’t understand this Wisdom.  Now everything I learn is perfect clear and for the first time makes sense. Thank you:)

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24 years and I’ve been on the spirtual path ever since.   Only discovered Kabbalah a couple of years ago, thanks to my wife.   Only discovered KabU a couple of months ago.

I first sensed it already when I was a small child of 7. It took me all my life to listen to that call. It was always in the back of my mind. Now that I have discovered Kabbalah recently I found a method in which I can develop this sense to become more aware of reallity and the purpose of life.