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I have been thinking a lot about what I have learned from the lectures and reading material about Kabbalah. My name is Elisheva. The Hebrew meaning is “an Oath to G-d. My belief has been that I owe G-d a promise, an oath, which I am to complete in this world. I have waited to find out what that Oath is to be. Several times during my life when I did an action that was truly altruistic, I believed that maybe that was the “Oath” that I was suppose to give to G-d. What I have learned that my concept of an Oath to G-d was a one time altruistic giving to G-d. Now that I have come this far in learning Kabbalah, my understanding of that one oath, was innocent; however very naive, very ignorantly. Therefore, as I continue to read and learn about Kabbalah, my understanding had been so far away from truly understanding my purpose in this life, the forces, the sixth sense, the 125 steps downward from the Creator and the 125 steps upward towards the Creator. Altruism is a path towards the Creator and so much more. Hence, have I ever questioned what the purpose in my life is? Yes, but wrongly.
This week I gained a deeper understanding in how to be more fulfilled during the daily routines. To search and activate the point in the hart and try to stay in that energetic bonding.
Considering a deeper understanding of my life, I feel happy and blessed to have discovered the path of light. I ve been studying for 8 years now and feel myself year by year getting more connected to the study material.
I m very thankful to all of you for providing the online content and printed books. Lets hope we and all the people in world get more light of mercy flowing down on them in 2026.
I see every aspect of my life as a form of light at different levels of concealment “trying” to reveal itself or become manifest in my reality. This allows me to see more opportunities rather than roadblocks. Many of the things I perceived as limitations such as my upbringing, circumstances, etc. don’t feel like roadblocks as much. I feel more affirmed in my path and where it has led me and thus more confident in committing to that path.
In what way have I gained a deeper understanding of my life and of the forces working in the world?
My understanding of my life, before Kabbalah, was that the tragic events that happened to me were not of my choice I did not have free will to choose against them. There were other forces at work. However, when I did have free will to choose and made mistakes that caused suffering, the forces at work were of my own. I had choices. I just chose the wrong one. Did I know that at the time? No, I did not because I did not understand the forces of the world and if I happened to understand the forces of the world for a split second, I still chose the wrong path, not on purpose. At the time, I thought that was my only choice when in reality, there was an entire force outside of me, outside of my five senses with which I could have taken another path. I used to believe, looking back, that even mistakes that one made were to teach us something. Either not to do that action, or make that decision again. If so, hence, one had learned not to fall into that way of thinking, or deciding. I knew the word Altruism within the five senses, I have always had a sense beyond the five senses. However, I was completely blind in how to reach that true Altruism. To learn that everything created has been predetermined, gives me hope that when I fully understand, I can change my life in order to be side by side with the Creator. I believe in the Creator, always have. The irony is that it had never occurred to me that there was a path of bestowal to reach the Creator through a true path of pure Altruism.
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