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Preparation Question: Starting a new course in Kabbalah is similar to a fetus moving on to a new trimester. The warm and fulfilling womb is still the same, but the desire and needs of the future human are evolving. Before we start the first week let’s set our expectations. How do we want the womb (Light) to influence and evolve us? What do we desire to achieve in this semester?
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I don’t know what I want, I can’t visualise or get a sense of it. However I have a deep compulsive feeling of curiosity and a need to explore the mind, the spiritual realm, who or what I am, and all those other conventionally unanswerable questions.
Whatever I find on the journey is fine, all of it is fascinating!
As I spend time thinking about my intention, it became palpable inside my body. I am aching, yearning for connection, personal relationship with True Source as well as other humans. I am hoping to know the personal experience of growing closer to trustworthy energy and healing from past trauma that has kept me distant from others. I absolutely want to learn more but I also want to feel more… I have been numbed by pain and separation for decades… it is a magical reunion with love, love for God, others and self.
I want the light to reveal to me a greater sensing and discernment of the intention behind any act that I am contemplating to do. Is it driven by my Ego in order to receive for my selfish purposes or is it for the purpose of recieving in order to bestow. My Ego is deceptive and cunning and I would like to get a better control of it. I hope that this semester will bring me a step closer to always receiving in order to bestow. I hope that it will help me to become more open and vulnerable before other points in the heart.
Being in the supreme state of vulnerability in the womb, the impression of the Light is the warmth of knowing that I am loved by it. In this state, there is always protection in the face of confusion and/or challenge. Rising above with the influences of others’ PIH will steer me in the right direction because I have faith above reason.
This semester I desire to achieve a calmness knowing that I will be in a position of exposure of self by getting to know others outside of my comfort zone. So, we could desire a trusting environment with one another so we can grow and achieve our intentions successfully.
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