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I would be most grateful if the next Kabbalah lesson could convince me – really and truly convince me – that it’s okay to let go of the reins of vigilance (eg., stop doomscrolling the news) because the true nature of reality is that the Creator completely has my back. And not just in some after life, but in this world.
I do believe that something higher has carried me from a dark bottom earlier in my life (lived experience of abuse & inter-generational trauma), but also believe that I played an important accompanying role in my survival by making wise & ethical choices along the way, including focusing my career in a loving direction (ie., on remedying the roots of suffering that other families like mine encountered). Yet I also feel, sadly, that my contribution has been just a drop in an ever growing bucket.
So, in a nutshell, surviving is not quite thriving when I am still holding onto the reins tightly. I suspect I’m blocking my kli from receiving more of the Light by doing this but, I don’t know how to trust the universe I guess.
The reality of being similar to the Creator – this includes the understanding of the upward movement through the spiritual worlds toward the Creator, the words of the Torah and what they mean spiritually. This is just the beginning perception I hope to obtain of spiritual reality by study of Kabbalah.
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