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I personally am not comfortable with all of the manifestation stuff that is out there in the world – I dont think it gels with my values! My understanding from lesson 1 is that this as the desire to receive! The Force of bestowal resonates more with me. Its as if this has helped me understand myself.
I have a new perspective on my own perception to understanding the words that I am reading, and I am discovering that todays English language is perhaps limiting because words can have more than one meaning. An example is the force of bestowal. My understanding of “force” is an aggressive word – to be made to do something. Where as force of bestowal I now understand for my own interpretation, to mean the power of bestowal. (A positive force rather than negative)
I’m playing around with this idea a little bit. Because everything, including our ego and will to receive was given to us by the creative force in the universe.
So wanting to manifest things in your life isn’t something that I see as undesirable. I look at it as part of the process. We have to fill the need to want material things in our life, especially the basic necessities: food, shelter, sex, money, in order for us to realize that those things Aren’t enough.
I don’t think it’s enough to simply say that these things aren’t enough, I want to experience having the finances I want practically, in order to know through experience that it isn’t enough to fulfill me.
I’m trying, and maybe this is the wrong approach, to look at the things I want to create in my life as a necessary, and dare I say divine aspect of my being. But having the proper perspective about it is key. I’m not enjoying the things I manifest in my life purely because I want them to satisfy my ego and my physical body. But realizing the creator wants it for me, and the creator wants me to feel good about having it is what I’m trying to explore. Although it will be fleeting, finding pleasure in it because the creator wants me to find it pleasurable is divine in and of itself. I hope I’m making sense.
This whole course is blowing my mind! I would like to watch all the related videos and go back to the introductory videos. (I noticed one of the videos for this week was a repeat from the introductory week. Repetition helps me to digest this information.) I hope we get access to the course when it ends. Also, at some point I would like to read all the posts, which seems daunting at the moment. The first question has over 2,000 responses. Yikes! On the one hand that’s a lot of voices. On the other, the world is awakening (much love for that!).
I thought Kabbalah was Jewish mysticism – I was wrong. Glad I’m in this course!
I have read the full story of The Dinning Table in Attaining the Worlds. The dialogue between the host and the guest was immensely powerful.
Feeling the presence of the creator though freewill of wanting to know the creator, learning what the creator likes, recognizing the difference between the pleasure we seek in this world and the abundance of pleasure the creator wishes for us when we seek his world.
How many years have I spent in this life, in an endless cycle of seeking pleasure that is only short lived. It was not until I knocked on the door that the creator started to work with me. Only to conceal again when I return to my selfish ways.
This passage meant a lot also:
But if we feel ourselves to be so evil that we cry out to the Creator to save us, asking the Creator to reveal Himself to give us the power to break out from the prison of our egoism into the spiritual world, then the Creator will help us instantly.
I can say that I have been blessed with an experience such as this. All I can say to do it justice is that, for a moment I was in the presence of devine light and that presence felt like overwhelming, unconditional love. I didn’t want to leave. But almost as soon as it appeared it was gone again, but in that moment it completely diverted me from my path of anguish and hate. It was like a drop of water was placed in a sea of pain and completely changed the whole ocean to that of love. Suddenly I knew who I was and what I needed to do and what was important.
That event took place over 23 years ago. At the time I was not aware of the creator and did not understand what had happened. I spent years after, stumbling chasing fulfilment through corporal pleasures. I now see the futility of my desires. I know see the need to change within, to alignment with the creator.
I wish to know the creator more so to bring him joy, so we may share in joy that which gives him pleasure.
This is the purpose we are searching for, to live for the creator through our own free will.
I shall wish to live a long life so to return his joy. If however the creator decides my life shall end, then I wish to return again and again to restore this love in this world. Be it 10,000 times or 10,000 x 10,000 times!
This joy is for everyone, never cease in seeking it. You may feel shame or unworthy, but your sin is there to show you the light. Don’t give up, seek the creator with all your heart!
My 2 cents: I think I too am frustrated by the wealth of knowledge being presented to us! When I am wanting to understand something, I want to have all the proper materials and I zealously try to acquire them. But Kabuconnect is so generously flooding us with access to its wisdom that I am forced to slow down and really study! I can’t just acquire it “once and for all” to be gobbled up in order to put its wisdom on my internal library shelf.
Something that stood out to me was the idea that becoming altruistic doesn’t just make you more spiritual it actually gives you knowledge. According to the book, by aligning ourselves with the creator’s nature of love we gain the ability to understand why things happen, which is a common question I ask myself when things happen in my life.
The thing really touched my heart is that the egoism is the source of all the suffering and altruism is the key to connect with creator and become like creator.
It blew my mind that tikkun doesn’t occur untill a person want it to happen. Before this I used to think that everything is happening in our life is for our tikkun correction.
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