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What inspired me was the connection to the teachings, some of them even touching back on things that I recalled as a child thinking. The thought that there was this ancient system that taught things that had come to me as a child, and that now I have come to and been able to feel the creator once more. For many years I denied the existence of the creator, after as a child and young adult, having felt him so close to me and being at ease that he was in charge and all would work out as it should and there was nothing I could do to change things. As I grew older and life happened I, like the Kabbalah teaches, felt He had abandoned me.
What I have learned about myself is that the anger that I always felt inside of me when I would start to pursue any type of spirituality including Kabbalah is my ego.
I wish my fellow students in moments of darkness, that the Light shines through quickly so that we all remain on the path of connection.
What most inspired me in the course?
Wow…I just looked up the word “inspire” just for kicks and found 11 listed definitions. (go look for yourself at dictionary dot com). I’m reading through all the definitions to see how each may apply. As a whole, I’ve never gone through this much introspection about my life so far, and what direction I’m heading in spiritually. I understand better why Kabbalah is called a “spiritual science.”The other thing that I want to call out is, reading some of the questions and reflections of other participants in the forums can be inspiring. Some instructors can put you to sleep, while others can inspire you to learn difficult concepts. I appreciate the instructors here.
What have I learned about myself in the process?
I’ve put in amazing perspective things I’ve gone through in life. At this point I’m too shy or afraid to share my personal revelations but know things are going deep. Because of my experience of being spiritually abused in a religious cult, I question everything. It makes me cry to think about how trapped I was inside something that took total control over my heart and mind. So, I’m cautious. So cautious at times that it takes me some time to grasp new concepts but I will keep plugging along.What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development?
We could really inspire each other as we learn more about Kabbalah. I feel like I might accidentally say something stupid in the forums but I hope as time goes on I will gain more confidence. So I wish for all of us to keep learning, to keep questioning and to reach out to each other more. And to do all this with a firm foundation of love and kindness. (And for me…a bunch of patience as I plug along).What most inspired me in the course was the ‘No one else but him’. I felt reassured learning we are all from him and that we will all return to him.
I have learned in this course that I am full of desires. One particular desire popped up and just as I thought I had it right, it returned full force and I realised that I am no where near where I think I am.
I wish for greater understanding for my fellow students in their spiritual development.
The most inspiring thing about this course is that it shows a different path to achieving peace.
Regarding myself, the course shows me that reality is different for each ego, so it is necessary not to try to impose one’s ego on others.
For my fellow students, I wish they will continue to strive to obtain more knowledge of Kabbalah.I think what I most learned about myself is the fact that my PTSD is being used by my ego.
But of course, I learned so much more, not only about myself but about Kabbalah, and therefore about reality and how reality works.
I have written about a lot of the many inspirations I have received during the course, in the fora as we went through the weeks. I have also written about what I wish for my fellow students. So I feel that writing it all again here would be a repetition.
I feel I am so slow in catching up with everything, especially at this point in time. Every moment counts and I want to continue to begin the next chapter: Kabbalah in Action. I am looking forward to seeing you all there. 🙂
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