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Remembering thoughts that I had about life and the Creator as a child, and then finding them again in Kabbalah. It gave me encouragement that the Creator is awakening my point in the heart. Sometimes I would read something in our studies that might as well have been in Greek. Then later on it would click, or I would come back to it and it would now make total sense. It made me understand that when the Creator wanted the “gate” to open, He would open them. Also as someone else mentioned, my quest for spirituality in other paths has diminished, it has almost become a repulsion.
Everything in Kabu is my best experience. It is very different then all my other ‘spiritual’ experiences and since I started learning here I do not feel so much the need to listen\search\follow other paths, which in my case is pretty puzzling since I am researching spirituality since I remember myself ……
I am looking forward this course with great anticipation and curiosity, for whatever it will bring.
I think the best thing about the first 10 weeks of study for me is very egoistic, but, I think, in a good way: I really feel I began to break through the hold my ego has on me, in ways that I haven’t previously experienced. I expect to learn wonderful things in the time to come and to transcend further. I do hope to learn a few more “tricks” about how to deal with an ego that uses my heavy PTSD against me.
Most of all I am looking forward to the week when we will use what we have learned to connect in practice, a first taste of what people do in a Ten (a minion or group of people who practice Kabbalah together in real time).
I know we are in good hands here. 🙂
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