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to properly penetrate my desires into it. in order to connect the pieces of the puzzle, how to put them, the form of bestowal together  as well as realize what it is I actually i want to attain. and to learn how the system works.
greetings,
i’m starting to see Kabbalah everywhere. so to speak.  One of my favorite books is, Derek Hashem rabbi moshe chaim luzzato. I have an audiobook and I listen to it at night when I go to bed all the time. Even though I’ve never really understood it. Nonetheless I love to listen to it makes me feel peaceful. But now that I’m taking these courses, my brain has lit up for the first time I realize that most of it Kabbalah. Unless you know come along and you really can’t understand it. I have a few questions that have arisen after listening to it last night. But I think it would be best if I could email it is it possible. because my question is quite detailed and long and deep. May be more appropriate by way of email. i’m so excited for the first time I can start to understand my favorite book. Just from my field courses I’ve gained a little more knowledge that has set my brain on fire so to speak lol
so many experiences, it wouldn’t be fair to my experience to just pick one, all them adding to my growth. and i expect the incoming additional experiences that I will  acquire in this course , will even make more growth and more revelations, adding to my rebuilding, excited to again meet another piece of myself at the end of this course.
ps sorry about my post,lots of typing errors, i tried to edit it, but it didn’t save and the edit button is gone. i have to use services for the Blind and Dyslexic. no worries i can see enough though. and read too just take awhile. that’s why i hesitate to post anything its a lot of work and it makes feel vulnerable. i am over it a little. but its getting easier. Oh, yes the courses are working. its forcing me to do what my beast soul don’t want to do. for the sake of the whole. so I am posting.
So Much! I could report on;Â what was my experience and what i expect. hmm i wish i had a Scrib LOL
I will keep it short. from day one and ongoing through each and every class it is another dimensional door forcing me to apply the revelations and knowledge. from double concealment onward. in a nut shell. KabU you weren’t kidding. Kabbalah is a science of everything, starting with, who am I, whom i getting know. What am I, still working on that deeperindescribable forbidden level I cant explain yet. excavating Myweakness,vulnerabilities, the good the bad the ugly, the truth of who andwhat i am, And where i am going. ect….. I am receiving . This caterpillaris going to be a butterfly some day. What do yo call a person who does an archaeological dig of their deepest part of themselves to get at the purest truth, Of who and what i am and who am I becoming and what is mission,why was I born? and so much more. that’s the root of my current… Maybe there is one word or some can create one to describe that, less typing lol the word method is to short. maybe the method of….
WOW! its Great! all the experiences KabU is bestowing on me, And,blessed be he. And i expect the unexpected from ALL the courses!, I just keep my seat belt on and hold on tight. LOL.
greeting i just wanted to add to my original post ,I tried to edited it and hit submit and it vanished, it deleted itself. hmmm maybe my computer doesn’t love me as It self lol wish i had a scribe. lol anyway.
what i wish: methodology of the true meaning of loving others as ourselves was put at the forefront. by way of maybe an entire course ect… I wish we could really nail the method down and be able to teach it to the world. with knowledge comes great responsibility and we have a responsibility to take action regarding this skill. or attainment.
