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I’m not great in small groups, much more at home in front of larger gatherings. I tend to feel vulnerable, scared that some will get too close and perhaps not like me. So I logged on to the group session and surprise, surprise, I enjoyed it much more than I anticipated. In fact I hardly noticed the time, would have quite easily gone another hour. Thank you everyone involved.
That “Ego thing” is a hard one. I am glad all these lessons break up the work we have to do in small little bite size pieces. The be really conscious of and about it is very draining but needs to be done. Thank you for all what the instructors guide us with. Yes, the ego really is a messy business, very sneaky lol!
Can I say here a word? Does Kabbalah have something like a complaint corner, where one is allowed to tell things even if it’s not allowed? Without the whole universe would be blown away!? After sleeping one night over the workshop I realize that I gave this world more meaning and more value that it actually has. I saw in it my own wish of how it should be projecting my heart on it ignoring the worlds inability to rise to that state, waisting myself. And that the whole pain in life is because there is no vessel which would receive what is bestowing. That means I always was in a wrong place, wanting it to be right. And that I don’t want to kill the body in order to be free from the world but to kill everybody else, who is rezisting against connection. That means I want to kill the ego and I want to leave this world and to dissapear. Now I know what I truly want, thank you.
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