[Angelique]

Hi everyone. My name is Angie. I’m 38 from Pretoria,South Africa. I started this life feeling out of place and knew i was longing for home. Like I had been ripped from my mother’s womb and didn’t know who she was. My soul is old and I wrote my first poem at 7. I was aware and out of place. I then found comfort in rationality in my 20s and became an atheist. Due to what I believed were spiritual attacks a couple of years ago and also a realization regarding my reality shifting, my ongoing vivid dreams and the perceived strangeness of my own being, I started seeking knowledge and nothing else could satisfy me. I study Theology,  Mythology and History and found home in the Kabalyon because it made sense to me after landing on Tony Kosinec’s course. I was home because I realized that in me sprouting was a need for it. Something beyond the material. My heart and head are linked to an energy I cannot explain and since then, the goodness, selflessness, beauty and joy sometimes brings me to tears. Happy tears that is. I don’t care for the misunderstandings regarding the teachings for I know that all of it happens on the inside. There is nothing to find or wait for. It is an understanding, a science, a longing and a pure need that develops within.

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