[Rage HB]

Hello everyone, My name is Amirhossein.
I spent a lot of my life wondering and pursuing something that would make me believe that life had a meaning and it was worth it.
I really found nothing good about that at the while, I became depressed and nihilistic and Very pessimist about life and human nature… but I still believe and feel that there is something beyond.
And I Have found that I don’t have to even search for it, most of religions are right about the inner self; when you look at yourself consciously and experience the present moment, there is nothing else to search for.
I Was first a muslim then I researched and quit, then I thought about Christianity and It didn’t fit my personal values so I left that behind also, My reason to still search for something even though within Abrahamic religions is all because of a certain feeling and faith I have inside of me that I’m trying to satisfy.
Basically that existential search for meaning. and now here I am trying to figure out about this.
A lesson from my experiences: whatever you believe in, never stop believing in god, trust me it makes a lot of difference in your life.

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