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Hello my name is Chris.

I have been pondering existence every since i could ask the question why. From the young age of 4 i was introduced to the idea of meditation. This heavily influenced who i am whether I brought that experience into my life it came to me i can not say.

But i started searching for answers in the occult when i realised the religious text were missing or hidding information. This lead me to from budisum to daoism to many other things that felt close but were missimg peices. Then i read about hermeticism and felt there was something there but didnot explain how to connect with the source.

 

Fast forward and i experienced something truly amazing after listening to your YouTube class.

I decided to meditate on forgiveness for myself then others.

I then chose to meditate on beauty joy and gratitude and specially giving this feeling, this made what i can only discribe as the ego become visible to my perception i realised these were things holding me back so i let the attachment embarrasment pride and shame go and became aware of a great presense a knowing.

Im not sure if this is what you were speaking of but am open to learn what i can.

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