Reflect: Share something from the lesson that blew your mind, or even just gave you a new perspective.

I am so comforted by everyones comments. I share in the view that this was, for me, the most challenging, or confusing, part so far. I applied a thought that I used earlier, to keep going with the video, or reading, in hope that it would come together. And, I am happy to say that it did. I feel like I got it all, on the second time through this weeks material.

It’s not always what is said, but the message in between gets through. It’s incredible when something I read 2 weeks ago, that I knew I was not grasping opens up a bit more when I read it now. I’ve been uncertain about my past experiences as they relate to where I am now. But now I have a basic understanding. I’m also grateful for everyone sharing their questions and the answers received.

I found this week to be challenging but all inspiring, to be able to see the work ahead and how it must progress has given me renewed excitement and a position to move forward in, being able to share my work with family has given them the chance to question me with regards to what Kabbalah is and what it can do for them.

I am very thankful to learn about the spirituality of connection, and I am impressed by its inner logic. I feel a bit torn about the linear description of development, as life often doesńt seem to follow linear processes, but I am also getting that there will be enoughs ups and downs in each phase, setbacks includes, in order to grow, because these dynamics may be inherent at any stage. Kabbalah right now feels very natural, and true, but also different to what I knew and learned about spirituality before, and the quality of how it feels or works in me is very different to what I felt so far.  Therefore, itś kind of saying goodbye to some warm/ heartfelt connection that I used to gain easily, and changing it to something I have not even attained yet.. that is a big decision. However, I am also getting this focus on connection and atruism is what has always been missing, and therefore I feel very confident to be on the right track, and so far it doesńt matter to me which stage I am in, because all I would like to do, is to give this process a chance to focus my intention on bestowal, the chance to share that development with others.

I had a dream earlier this week. It was intense, 1st person. This teaching helped me to identify it as a memory from a previous incarnation–one that deposited an unexplained fear that I have always experienced in my “basis/bed” in this current state of development. During the teaching I recognized it as the ultimate final stage of the double concealment. In this life I have been able to make spiritual progress more rapidly in the single concealment.

I am so very grateful for the teaching of Kabbalah at this stage when I want the truth and it is bit by bit now setting me free. Thank you for showing me the providence of Elohim. Lead me on through the preparation and across the barrier! 😁

What really touched me was about our perception of reality and how it is all contained within and projected out.