Ask anything about week 3 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor.

[Julian Edwards- KabU Instructor]

Ask anything about week 3 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor.

[Johan]

Hi, my name is Johan. I am from brazil. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia. It’s a terrible disease. you don´t know how much I have suffered. all my activities have stopped. I live in a world which seems more like a real illusion, not knowing exactly what is going on, not knowing what will happen in the next moment in my life. I don´t go out, I don´t leave my house, I used to think that I was being chased by people, that people were trying to hurt me,that even the creator was trying to hurt me and very often I see images of hornets and eyes. I’ve taken pills and medicine, but things haven’t gone well. I still see hornets and eyes. What I would like to know is what a kabbalist would tell me in this horrible period of my life.

I love  studying kabbalah

[Gianni – KabU Instructor]

They would tell you to follow all the doctors’ advice, even if the results are not ideal. This is how Kabbalists relate to the level of this world.

The truth is Kabbalists generally advise against studying Kabbalah if one has schizophrenia. One has to first seek the doctor-recommended treatments that can normalize the condition.

 

[Johan]

Can that love heal diseases?

Can that love heal my schizophenia?

[Gianni – KabU Instructor]

No, because for that the Creator arranged our degree where the solutions are clear: medications with doctors’ advice and prescription. What already reached this degree, we need to follow the regular orders of this world.

[Johan]

Can you describe to me how is that feeling of love?

[Gianni – KabU Instructor]

I can’t because we can’t convey in words something that a person hasn’t felt. Here, we have an even bigger problem, that with the word love, a person associates a feeling and actions that are OPPOSITE spiritual love – meaning one right away thinks of all sorts of self-love.

[Johan]

Thank you.

I always thought about that in that way. I always thought that only through love we could succeed, “see” the creator.

 

[Johan]

Hi, please correct me if I’m wrong;  we cannot see the creator, dressed in flashes of light or something near to that, but when we start to go up the worlds, climbing the worlds through the Ladder of love, by using all the love we can feel towards others, we start to sense something inside very special, something like a revelation of godness, something which transcend humanness or our normal lives. Ok?

[Gianni – KabU Instructor]

Yes

[Johan]

Hi, nice to meet you. I have a question.

When I see myself in the mirror, I see me or an externality of me, the others?

 

[Gianni – KabU Instructor]

Hi Johan,

In a regular mirror? You see an image of your biological body. That’s all one knows, he can’t truly know who he is.

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