Preparation Question: What do you expect from the lesson? What do you desire to achieve from it?

[Tony Kosinec- KabU Instructor]

Preparation Question: What do you expect from the lesson? What do you desire to achieve from it?

[Richard Lively]

Hello all,

I learned about Kabbalah many years ago, I was researching Paleo-Biblical Hebrew roots.  I do not speak or read either well without some kind of dictionary.  I did what anyone who learns about something does and I studied for aa bit understood what I could then abandoned the notion and walked away.  I continued living my life and feeding all of my desires until about 6 months ago I was able to take control over my impulses with help from what had to be a power beyond me (I was completely out of control).  Then I start researching the same things I once was, and oddly it was the same pattern except this time, the person I usually went to for answers on a spiritual nature has retired (or gotten sick it was not entirely clear).   I searched and searched and even tried to contact two famous Rabbis even though I myself am not Jewish.   I liked some of the things they were sharing.   One Rabbi required 350 dollars just to have a meeting, the other one gave me some goad advice but couldn’t talk very long.   That is when I decided I was going to research and learn many of the ancient ways myself.  I read and read; websites popped up over and over again of credible peer reviewed sources and eventually I had attained a level of understanding about idolatry .

 

I started out simple, then it snowballed into real research and even though I wanted to learn something else I always ended up reading what I needed to find.   Archeology findings, times, dates, the history of people who recorded events; and that made me look harder and even further for truth of the real past.  I finally ran into something called the TetraGamatron the sacred name that is never spoke.  I was back at square one, more questions than I had answers and in such a foreign upbringing that with out aa guide I would never find this answer.

 

I typed in a search to learn how to pronounce the name of the “God of the Hebrews” but in the results was a YouTube video called Kabbalah simplified.  I clicked on Kabbalah simplified link and liked what I saw.   At the end of that video it said try a free course.  I clicked on that as well.  I singed up and here I am.  What completely intrigued me the most about all of this, is that our Dr. Kosinec was the person I found years ago. It was a video on understanding the meaning of ancient real biblical Hebrew words.  So I was shocked we would cross paths like this again, but I have fully accepted I am indeed supposed to be here.

 

Today I watched a Video that talked about observing a screen.   Or the barrier you talked about in your Wisdom Video.   I would like to learn to at least perceive that before the end of the class so I can start some of the actual work to “see” the other part of my life’s purpose (the spiritual work I need to do in order to be whole).  But I have no expectations on what happens in this class.

 

I am actually somewhat devastated rights now (which is a good thing) because, I just found out all the knowledge that I possessed means nothing in all my years.  All the dogmas, all the understanding all the knowledge of the scrolls, history, archeology, languages I have started to study, and world history, are meaningless when it comes to real answers.

 

 

TLDR:

I know nothing, in reality I only know the impression of what was if anything at all.  So I must abandon all knowledge that I have acquired over the years, and start fresh.  So I am trying to enter this course as humble and meek as I am able to do.  Do I wish for answers?  Sure I do as in individual but I’m not here to please that part of me.  Do I require answers to be satisfied?  No.  My inner personal individual makes those demands and I really just want that part of me to settle down for a bit so I can learn real  wisdom.  I am convinced now real wisdom is not attainable in the land of the living, it is attained only from the spiritual realms i can only guess Kabbalah refers to as worlds.

I have felt something almost a pressure if you will, its no where near the heart but almost dead center in my forehead.   I cant explain this feeling but its getting strong and stronger.  I have no idea what this is but its not a medical condition as I have had several brain scans and even saw a Neurologist.  So it has to be some other thing that I don’t know anything about or understand yet and I’m hoping its that spiritual part of me that has finally had enough of the corporeal explanations and is ready to find some real answers in a place where real wisdom can be obtained for a change.

[Helen]

I am expecting to learn to better understand the principles of causes and outcomes and therefore make the most effective choices I can for a future where I will flow with the stream of life.

[ruth otero]

I’m open to learn about Kabbalah and the ways I can apply that knowledge into my life.

[Lucas]

It seems like this lesson will provide a general understanding of Kabbalah, in order to better understand later concepts.

[Sol Belo]

This lesson will provide one of the three things needed for my spiritual development

[Zhenia]

I expect to learn about Gods laws of life. Get closer to finding out my purpous. Get wiser. 

[Author]

Replies