Share any/all of the following: What most inspired me in the course? What have I learned about myself in the process? What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development?

[Tony Kosinec- KabU Instructor]

Share any/all of the following: What most inspired me in the course? What have I learned about myself in the process? What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development?

[Tamara Gibson]

Good morning 🌼

I’ve learned that I’m an accidental Kabbalist.

I’ve had a very interesting few years. Since I was a child, I have been asking the same questions: what is the nature of existence? What is the meaning and purpose of life and of being human? And is it possible to ascend fully in human form. In other words, what is the potential of humans?

These questions have led me to some pretty amazing places.  I would get to a certain level of understanding driven by particular questions and desires and then I’d be stuck and develop new desires and find new frameworks that helped me move forward. But a few years ago, I started getting insights and visions that I realized there was no language for in any framework I knew of.  Yet, I knew these insights to be true and I was delighted by them. I was just craving community and belonging based on shared desires and understanding of life.  I also wanted to go further. As far as it’s possible to go as a human.  I quietly and privately declared my singularity of desire to become one with the Creator and embody the light of source.  My curiosity has been insatiable but I have had no one to speak to about things.  No words. No framework through which to grow and evolve, no teachers and no companions.

I went to the Kabbalah centre in Toronto almost 30 yrs ago. Someone spoke with me and told me that while I was called, I wasn’t ready. A few months ago, I stumbled across a book about the Zohar by Rav Laitman and I knew I found what I have been looking for. A spiritual home. Although the words were different, I knew their meaning. They were describing exactly what I had been ‘seeing’ and sensing and recording in my journals in drawings and stories.

so I signed up for this course and I have learned is that there is an ancient language for the things I have been experiencing over the last few years that I was unable to express.  I have journals and journals of attempts to describe the things that my meditations and insights reveal. I haven’t shared them with anyone ever. It is balm to my soul to know that I’m not crazy, which I was beginning to question. I learned that I am not alone in either my desire to know and  with Life/God/Creator/Love, nor in my understanding of life.

I have learned that I am part of an ancient lineage of wisdom and community and that while I felt lost and alone this whole time, I  have been unknowingly on this path for my whole life. And for that I feel grateful for I know I am not alone. Having said that, I am still learning to translate the words I’ve been using to describe my insights and experiences into Kabbalist language of Kabbalah, so while I deeply resonate with the teachings, I am still having Trouble articulating my thoughts to the group. In an attempt to relive this, I have begun to do art projects to explore the weekly lessons and that’s helping.  If anyone wants to join me on that, I’d welcome it. Feel free to inquire and I’ll share my process.

I Wish for my fellow students the realization of their desire to equalize with the creator and restore the world to a state of Eden. I’m honoured to be here with you all. ♥️

• This reply was modified 7 months ago by Tamara Gibson.
• This reply was modified 7 months ago by Tamara Gibson.

[Daiana]

This is the third time I watch this course, and each time something new gets clear and attained!

I realise how difficult it is to keep changing the inner desires, their intention, because the outer world is always pressuring us to be in the state of receiving just to the plesure of receiving.

I really hope that more and more people get connected with each other, to change their intentions.

[Sue]

What inspired me is learning where we came from and where we need to get too,  Kabbalah has enhanced my spiritual studies and shown me that there is a true path to enlightenment.
I strive now to become one with the Creator and how through this journey I can feel the divinity within me, I see people differently and understand that we all deserve to be loved, no matter what the circumstances are. I wish all my fellow brothers and sisters love, peace, happiness and spiritual abundance. May your journey bring you great joy and fulfilment! 💖

[Cris]

What inspired me the most is the opportunity to learn and grow in the spiritual path.

I have learned that there is a map for that learning path. It shows us how to understand the spiritual world and how to get there.

I wish for all my fellows to attain equivalence of form with the Creator.

[Dina]

What most inspired me in the course?

I was most inspired by the similarity between the beliefs that I held, before beginning this course, and that which I have learned throughout this semester. Many thoughts, feelings, and insights that I have had, have been explained in these past five weeks!

What have I learned about myself in the process?

I have learned of my purpose, and that is to reach Equivalence of Form with the (thought of) the Creator. I am beginning to comprehend, as Baal HaSulam states, the root of my soul. This is something that I have been (unknowingly) seeking, for my entire life.

What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development?

I wish for my fellow students to also begin to comprehend the roots of their soul, as I am finally beginning to see in myself. I wish them peace, unconditional love, understanding, and the ability to share the wisdom that we are receiving from these courses, with others.

[Carina]

1. What most inspired me in the course?

What most inspired me was how Kabbalah offers practical tools to understand myself and the world around me. Learning about concepts like the Tree of Life and the flow of Divine energy(the interaction of the 4 phases of direct light with the 5 worlds and the 125 steps) helped me see my daily challenges in a new light. I was especially moved by the idea that every person has a unique purpose and that we can all contribute to the world’s healing and balance.”

2. What Have I Learned About Myself in the Process?

Through this course, I’ve learned that I am more capable of growth and transformation than I realized. I discovered that my reactions and emotions are not just random, but can be understood and elevated through Kabbalistic principles. I also realized how much I value connection—both with others and with the Divine—and how important it is to approach life with humility and openness.

3. What Do I Wish for My Fellow Students in Their Spiritual Development?

I wish for my fellow students that they continue to explore and deepen their understanding of Kabbalah, and that they find joy and meaning in their spiritual journey. May they experience personal growth, inner peace, and the fulfillment that comes from connecting with the wisdom of Kabbalah. I hope we can all support each other as we learn and grow together.

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