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I am feeling a great desire to fulfill my needs at the costs of others too, and to not recognize them as they are, but to reduce and dishonor them, lying and hurting and abuzing and excluding them in order to get my own needs satisfied, and to be bad too, so that they would be frightened and lemmed and I would have the full control over them and over nature. And I desire to be reckless. And to understand how nature works and to use this power only for myself and for my interest, making sure my wellbeing goes first and I have everything and no one would touch it. How they’ve done too. This would be an downgrade, but for me indeed an upgrade, and I would never experience lack again here on earth. I have no problem repeating the fulfillment of the needs until I die. I would be a full human being, like everyone. Now it’s my turn. Now THIS is equivalence of form with the Creator! The one Creator we have at time. Or not!?
I feel encouraged and discouraged. The former due to so much authentic spiritual wisdom that is available today. The latter due to the fact that so many people could care less about spirituality. It is surprising how most are still at a basic animate level and seem to covet what others have as the ego is never content and is willing to experience desire at the expense of others. The truth is available now, but so few will take a look at it. It seems that the phones and other devices got ‘smarter’ as the ego sank further into a stupefied frenzy. These devices could be such a valuable tool if they were used in less egotistical ways. I am thankful that many spiritually minded people have the opportunity to connect via technology and put it to good use. I pray that my fellow students find the puzzle pieces they need to make the meaning of their lives complete.
It seems to me as I’ve travelled through this life, that we choose certain experiences in order to gather knowledge and wisdom, so that at some point, we may graduate from this School of Physicality, after going through these stages of desire. Finally, we see that just gathering possessions, money and power, that we still are seeking higher knowledge of our soul’s purpose, and our true Origin, and want to make contact with that higher part of ourselves, where our spiritual desire can then become our main focus, and that sets us on the road to return to the spiritual realms, where we can focus on higher expressions of being.
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