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I think the best thing about the first 10 weeks of study for me is very egoistic, but, I think, in a good way: I really feel I began to break through the hold my ego has on me, in ways that I haven’t previously experienced. I expect to learn wonderful things in the time to come and to transcend further. I do hope to learn a few more “tricks” about how to deal with an ego that uses my heavy PTSD against me.
Most of all I am looking forward to the week when we will use what we have learned to connect in practice, a first taste of what people do in a Ten (a minion or group of people who practice Kabbalah together in real time).
I know we are in good hands here. 🙂
Like my fellow s on this journey, “There is none else but Him”, is a huge shift for me, that has changed how I understand the events that happen in my life. It allows me to receive the wonder around me in the most ordinary things. And when I see that things have come to me deliberately, I look for the lesson, which is a more healthy reaction than getting annoyed or upset was.
The other thing was how I began to view my interactions with people differently, and I look forward, in the coming course, to growing in how to do this with more awareness & consistency. Its gonna be a great ride, guys, I look forward to sharing it with you all !
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