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Oh, thanks. I appreciate that. I wasn’t intending to get very philosophical or spiritual, but I guess I did lol. I just let me mind go wild lol xD
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The Divine Play: A Reflection on Existence
Since I was a child, I’ve carried a deep and restless curiosity—
an insatiable thirst to understand this reality.
Who am I?
Why am I here?
What is this strange and beautiful thing we call existence?I never chose to be born, and yet here I am—
a flicker of consciousness floating in a vast, mysterious sea.
From the beginning, I’ve had more questions than answers,
and perhaps that, in itself, is sacred.I’ve never been satisfied by dogma, nor convinced by fear.
The image of a bearded man in the sky,
angry, jealous, demanding blind loyalty—
it never sat right with my soul.If there is a God, surely it is not a tyrant obsessed with control,
commanding us not to eat shrimp,
or condemning us to eternal fire
for daring to ask, to think, to doubt, to be.No.
The God of punishment, of wrath, of impossible rules—
that God feels like a creation of man,
a projection of our own fear, power hunger, and ego.I believe in something deeper.
Not a man in the sky, but a source—
a boundless, formless consciousness from which all arises.I believe we are not separate beings, but One.
One consciousness wearing many masks,
playing many roles.
We are the actor, the stage, the audience, and the script.Life is a divine play, a sacred comedy.
We experience joy, pain, love, hatred—
forgetting that we are the author and the actor both.
We destroy each other in the name of difference,
never realizing we’re only fighting ourselves.We were the soldier and the victim,
the king and the beggar,
the addict and the healer.
We were all of it.
We are all of it.What if, after death, we remember?
What if we laugh at the grand joke of it all—
the illusion of separation, the drama of belief,
the centuries we spent trying to conquer what was never “other”?Perhaps the only truth is this:
To live, to laugh, to love,
to learn and evolve the soul.We are here to experience.
We are the universe knowing itself—
again and again,
through every pair of eyes,
every beating heart,
every whisper of thought.And maybe… that is enough.
I don’t know if this is possible in any way, shape or form, but I will still ask… Since I was little, I have always wanted to know the secrets of myself, consciousness and existence itself, what is this Universe? Where do I find myself? Why am I here, I didn’t choose to be born, since I was little, I always had these questions, I always had more questions than answers. I had a strong, insatiable thirst for knowledge. I wanted to know the origins of the Universe, the origins of mankind, who created us, is there a God/All Supreme Deity (highly doubts it), what is my purpose, what is the purpose of life, is the purpose of life just to pick a Dogma and follow it? Am I supposed to/designed to be a slave/servant to an All-Powerful Deity/God? Do I have free will, do I really matter? I have always had this spark since I was little. I have come to be more spiritual than religious. I believe in source, a source of everything. I don’t believe in a bearded man/sky father in the Sky or in another realm/dimension looking down at us all the time and judging us, using my logic that seems highly improbable. I think if I were the All-Supreme Deity/God I would better things to do, I don’t know like so something creative, more interesting things other than just watch the petty affairs of man and mandate/expect stupid shit from them like… Don’t mix two different fabrics or demand that Israelites not eat shrimp or shellfish (Old Testament), that seems really stupid and laughable to me. So ludicrous, the way God is always portrayed in Abrahamic religion’s is really scary, he seems to have a very short temper, big ego and ready to punish people or stupid, nonsensical shit. The God of the new and Old Testament seems to be sadistic psychopath, if you don’t bow down to his stupid rules he made up, he will burn you alive in a special place he created for people that didn’t want to believe in him (Hell), but he loves you. He loves you so much that created a special place for you go, to see you watch and burn in agony. He is described as all loving and merciful, his love in unconditional apparently is what Christians/other Abrahamic faiths claim, I have never seen that nor felt that from studying different religious texts. I think I a 10-year-old can be more compassionate, kind, wise, love and don’t forget, more reasonable than God. Reasonable is a big one, because the God of the Abrahamic faiths seems to be really fucking evil and unreasonable. I believe that we are all one source, one soul/consciousness experiencing itself through different people, different masks, personas, etc. We are all one, the Universe is experiencing itself through different people, we all are actually the same and there is no higher meaning/purpose but learning, laughing, loving and evolving the soul/consciousness. It’s more like a play, like a divine play/divine comedy, creation is actually just playing with itself through different people and different perspectives. We are all the same but fail to realize that, most people are unaware of this, we think we are separate, that we are alien to each other, that we must vanquish one another, that the other is an enemy and that they need to be destroyed. They believe the wrong thing, they need to be destroyed, we need to convert them, they are not doing the right thing, I feel like all of this is nonsense. I think this is the great realization we will have after we die and see that we are literally everything, we are the creator, the author, the universe and the experiencer all at once, we were also the cause of the universe, we were there before the beginning, before the first cause, before the first cause that set everything into motion. It’s more like a divine joke, after how much we have destroyed ourselves, century after century, we will all realize we were actually just fighting with ourselves lmao. When we purged or genocided a different culture because they believed in something different. xD We will realize that there was only one being here the entire time, omg, I can’t stop laughing lmao! It just being one consciousness, playing with itself, we were also that crack head down the street dealing drugs to people and getting high! xD We will realize all that hate, seperation and division was so unnecessary.
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