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In everything we do or create, our intention will be: giving to others. In that way, we will create an opposite world than the world we live in now.
I can completely understand why a spiritual environment is needed. But most of the time, we are in our daily environment(s). My question is: how can i transition the work that i do in the spiritual environment, into my daily environment? There also i would like to work with the right and the left line, in order to come to middle line.
As i am trying to put in practice already the most important concepts (not in a group of 10 but in my daily life), i start to notice more and more my egoistic traits. I become aware of the fact that i regularly have thoughts about my friends that are not so nice. I feel that i’m jalous or that i want to use a certain friend, or that i want to be the best in something comparing to my friends etc. At the same time i see also the egoistic behavior of my friends. I see the hidden agenda’s behind their words and actions. Together with my own egoistic behavior and intentions, its not so nice to discover.
And then i try to do an excercise: to go very consciously in pure bestowal (and this sometimes results in pure giving, literally (although i know that it’s in essence not meant literally). And when then, by coincidence, that specific friend who i gave so much, forgets my birthday and i don’t even receive a little message from him, i really have difficulties to continue to be loving to him. This is an example of what i experienced not so long ago. Probably arranged by the Creator, so that i become aware of the fact that my “pure giving” was not so pure at all? What do i have to do in that case? Its horrible that i have to admit that i’m not capable of unconditional “love”…
