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Perception. I grew up being sick. Thank you for the unexplainables I fine. Very healthy. Nobody knows what caused that I am so good in health, I supoosed not to be. Probably we did it together. The knowledge of the professors, the believers in me including my Mom and Dad, and of course My own WILL, WANTS to stay here, and most of come back from the Overworld, from the Light. When I have a problem, ordinary daily life problem, sometimes I smile, even on myself, Como on, why are you making such an issue, there are so much on the not-known. I was recently finished the translation of a study on the avant-garde and a dear philosopher and poet. When I finished it (it took me 3 years, only 204 pages), although I was struggled with the translation.It was not about the words, it was about the MEANING.
Many people has perception and stereotypes. It makes the daily life easy, but when you want something to understand, you must go beyond.I am not really belong to the ordinary life. I achieved every thing what it was not possible. I did impossible. I am now trying to help others…. and nobody believes me. there was a moment, when I was asking my self… what a fucka. I achieved everything what I have ever dear to dream of… and what is now. And still I am confused. I do understand everybody, but I do not have a NEW DREAM.
Until know I hardly had a choice in my life consciously, I was just swimming with the flow. Now, although I cannot complain, still I feel loneliness, being non-understood, being under control, and I have the famous question: “what on Earth I am doing here”,
Somehow by knowing more on to find the balance, the place, to enjoy the knowledge that actually I was not right. I have always have a choice, and it is only me – with knowledge and conscious – to decide what is the next step to enjoy the life and get the best of it that is possible.Hi, my name is Eva Lilla, born Hungarian, living in Italy. Before my current life I used to work internationally, hardly ever time for myself. Now I have. I heard many times about Kabbalah, but I have never known what it is. I am in generally curious and I love to spend my time with studies that makes me better, help me to understand the world around us, to improve myself better, while at the same time it connects me to people.
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My name is Eva Lilla. I am Hungarian, but in the last 30+ years I’ve been living in other countries. 17 years in the Netherlands, since 2019 in Italy and I used to work internationally. I have always been interested in studies including Hebrew writings and cultural history, however due to my previous busy life I have never had enough time to deal with it, and deal with myself. Now, I have. Many things must be cleared up and open new gates. But I am very satisfied what I have been achieved until now, and I am open for my studies, and new understandings.
