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Hi, you can call me Kevin. I have a sense of the Highness since I was young and I always feel a invisible hand leading my path. I attended Christian church in Canada. However, I don’t believe many Christian doctrines. Because how come they always change, and disagree to each other? G-d’s truth can not be changing from time to time. My faith in Jesus was fading when I saw evils in the church growing.
However, G-d need me to be close to Him. So I am punished for my weak in faith. God made me a suffering. I know this suffer is from Him. Liked Jonah, I first choose to ran away from Him, so I stopped attending Christian church. I tried to heal this pain by my own efforts. Of course, I can not overcome it by my own efforts. Then, I choose to ignore this pain, and live with it, but my suffering become un-bearable. This period is like Jonah in the fish’s belly. Finally, The Fish Spited me out of His Belly. I went to Christian church again, and then immediately, I saw an angel in the Church. Because of this sign, I searched for G-d’s way to cure my suffering, and immediately, I was given Judaism teaching from Rabbi Manis Friedman, and Rabbi Simon Jacobson on YouTube. Their teaching is so intuitive with my own understanding of G-d. I 100% agree to their teaching. My heart is open and start to sense and feel differently.
Now, I sense that I was created for the mission of spiritualize this material world. Kabbalah is given by G-d to me. I am the one chosen by Him. I am honored that I am worthy of being close to Him and He has a favor in me. I pray to G-d to use me as His servant and correct me through my prayer instead of punishing me through suffering.
G-d save me so that I can serve His plan and bring pleasure to my Creator. I thank G-d choose me to be close to Him. My G-d is my desire, and I understand that it is Him put this desire in my heart.
