[Seth – KabU Instructor]

Michael,
Let’s say for the purpose of our explanation here that Olam Ein Sof is at the top of the ladder.  This is the endless light that emenates from the Creator.  The world of Assiah comes after the cascading of the light through many partzufim and many operations.  Our material world is at the bottom of the world of Assiah.
We did not learn about any creature yet.  We are talking only about the blueprint that we will later encounter everywhere else that we go in the wisdom of kabbalah.
Seth@KabU

[Seth – KabU Instructor]

Ralitza,
All of these emotions are natural and they all extend from upper roots.
Later we will study one of Baal HaSulam’s introductions where he describes the blueprint of all of these emotions in the spiritual worlds.
In the meantime all that we are experiencing here are on the animate degree, but they were given to us so that we can begin to feel in our minds and hearts what are the operations taking place on the spiritual degrees which are exponentially higher.
Seth@KabU

[Seth – KabU Instructor]

Esmeralda,
We can already do these actions, but we are doing them like a baby playing with a doll, it is not a real baby.
First, we never stop receiving.  We are a desire to receive, that is the creation that the Creator created.  While we do behave more loving towards others, the spiritual action happens in our intentions and we don’t have control over that, it is a result of many preparation actions and efforts that we make and the by that we attract the reforming light which develops us, so that we prefer a real baby over the doll.

In regard to your second question, the pressure that you feel is a gift, without it you would not have importance for the study.  Determine how much time you have for study.  Maybe it is 5 minutes in the morning and 20 minutes in the evening.  And do it consistently.  What is important is that you add and not subtract.  So better to start small and build.  You can do more if you have free time, but you keep your framework.
Seth@KabU

[Seth – KabU Instructor]

Joseph,
The most important is the preparation and especially above our thoughts and feelings.
Not blindly like a religious fanatic, not at all.
I have scrutinies in my thoughts and emotions.  I’m tired, I don’t feel anything, but I already prepared myself and established myself in the group of students, so I go above my reason, I go as if I have the mind and feelings of the sages not with my own mind and feelings, even though I do not erase my own mind and feelings, I keep them and also above them I have some new mind that I don’t yet understand, but I’m like a baby in the parents arms so I don’t need to understand, as long as I hold on, I am going with them.
Stay connected to the sources from week to week as much as you have time for while maintaining your regular life too.
Good luck,
Seth@KabU

[Seth – KabU Instructor]

Joseph,
You need to make fine tunings.
When you pray, speak to the Creator like your closest friend and ask Him to help you to bestow upon others.  Your prayer will change.  It is not so important the words.  You need to find some contact with the wisdom of kabbalah so you feel what it is that you are looking for in your life, that it is not some abstract, blurry thing, but you start to feel where your soul will be developed.
Don’t think you know what it means to bestow or that you are going to go out and do something with your hands and feet that you will consider that you are bestowing.
No. It is not like that.  It is more like we are a little baby and we don’t even know how to speak in full sentences yet, but by being with our parents, with the upper ones and we develop correctly.
And also read the materials again and again.  You will see how much the light in them helps you.
Seth@KabU

[Seth – KabU Instructor]

Marilza,
The most important thing now is to understand, who am I.  What are the forces action on me, what is this system of forces that I am in.  What can I do about it.
Really, before we “do” anything we need to feel where we are.
If we were outside and there was a giant fire on one side and a beautiful beach to the right, we could rely on our senses to guide us to the right, away from the extreme heat and danger.
However, we want to proceed towards spirituality, but can’t feel anything spiritual.  We only have our egoistic, material senses so 100% of our calculations are based on the ego and not on love and spirituality.
Therefore, review all of the lessons.  Read the materials when you have free time.
You will see how by studying the system, the light in the wisdom of kabbalah begins to format a person towards it.
Seth@KabU

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