What was my best experience from the previous course? What do I expect from this course?

I must say that I have fallen into the trap of thinking that my ego is what matters. I, like many, have been tricked into thinking that if someone disagrees with my point of view, they are bad, or dumb, or crazy, or lazy or something else is wrong with them. I now see that it is not them at all. One of the concepts I stumbled into here is that what I see in others, is a reflection of my lack in certain areas, and not “them” at all. Is it the creator working through “them” to help me to correct something in me? I am now thinking so. I must be honest and admit, I find the teachings of Kabbalah to be a challenge to understand. Every time I feel like I understand something, the next video or writing, seems to contradict what I have “learned” in some way – or has the appearance of being “circular” messaging to me. Does anyone else find themselves experiencing such feelings? Overall I feel that I have gained alot from this adventure with you all, but I fear that my inability to understand completely indicates that I am missing something important. I often think about what I am missing. I ask continually, why am I seemingly so confused? And, am I really confused? Sorry for the lengthy communication. I too am looking for answers. Hopefully the right questions get me to the right answers. Hopefully. Peace, all.

What I’ve learned from previous course that wasn’t clear to me is that getting closer to the lord is by attaining equivalence of form with shift of intention by using our will to receive in order to bestow.

Look forward to deepen this understanding more practically

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