What was my best experience from the previous course? What do I expect from this course?

I was impressed by age-old puzzle of freedom and free will. As humans, we pride ourselves on being intelligent creatures, masters of our own destinies. This inherent sense of free will seems to suggest the ability to act based on our own choices, independent of external influences.

However, a closer look challenges this notion. Our decision-making process often resembles a complex software program, weighing options based on maximizing pleasure and minimizing pain. Even our ability to delay gratification, a seemingly advanced trait, can be seen as a calculated pursuit of future reward. In essence, it becomes a sophisticated form of “commercial calculation.”

Adding another layer of complexity is the societal dimension. Living in a social structure often requires us to conform, to prioritize the needs of the group over our individual desires. Our choices become entangled with the expectations of others.

So, where does true freedom lie amidst these constraints? The answer lies in a deeper understanding of existence. Consider the wisdom of Ecclesiastes 1:9: “There is nothing new under the sun.” This doesn’t imply stagnation, but rather that creation unfolds from a pre-existing source, a wellspring of pure potential. Think of it as a formless essence, constantly flowing and expressing itself in ever-evolving forms within the manifested world.

This source itself is unchanging, but within its essence lies the potential for infinite variation. Just as a single ray of light can be refracted into a spectrum of colors, the source expresses itself through countless unique combinations. In the case of humans, the source manifests through the genetic inheritance we receive from our parents – a unique blend that forms the initial spark of our being.

Society then plays its role, molding these inherent traits through interactions and expectations. This societal influence can become a “second nature,” a set of ingrained habits that guide our decisions. External factors like illness, war, or financial hardship can further impact our development. These forces can either hinder or accelerate our growth.

However, amidst this intricate dance of internal and external forces, there’s a spark within each human – the potential for a “second nature” rooted in the “will to bestow.” By consciously choosing to cultivate this desire to give and connect, we can begin to transcend our ego-driven impulses.

This “will to bestow,” when nurtured and strengthened, becomes the dominant force in our decision-making. It allows us to break free from the cycle of self-gratification and societal pressures. This is where true freedom emerges – the freedom to choose actions that align with our higher purpose, to connect with the source, and to act in accordance with the Creator’s will.

This ultimate freedom, however, presents a final paradox. As we fully embrace the “will to bestow” and merge with the source, the concept of separate individuality dissolves. There’s no longer a “self” seeking freedom, but rather a complete oneness with the source.

The journey towards true freedom, then, becomes a paradox – a process of self-dissolution leading to complete connection. It’s a path paved with intention, self-correction, and the cultivation of a love that transcends self-interest. And while the destination may seem like a loss of self, it’s ultimately a return to the source, a state of boundless unity and fulfillment.

my best experience in the previous course was feeling validated as kabbalah aligns greatly with my existing world view. i hope to learn a more formal methodology to what i previously have done intuitively.

Kabbalah revealed and all it’s lessons has given me a better understanding of the purpose of life and the thought of creation.

In this new lesson, I declined to expect anything but opening my mind to absorb and internalize any lesson that the forces behind my soul development and growth would bring through.

Many thanks to Kabu team.

I believe that I am in the right place and I hope to stay here

I was very affected by the lesson ‘There is none else besides him’. I also was interested on the possibility to apply the theoretical knowledge into my special case. That’s what I expect from this course: to learn more about the practical method that will allow me to develop my spiritual side

The biggest eye opener for me was an awareness of my response ability and how I can better act in situations rather than react egotistically. My growing ability to respond to others with the intent of bestowal has had a noticeable effect on many of the relationships in my life, which also has resulted in them being more pleasant and welcoming for me to be in as well.