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In 1984, In Biology 101, Dr. Smith was explaining how RNA worked in the cells using a sunburn as an example, and I was musing to myself that this was far too complex for evolution. This had to be the work of an intelligent mind, when the sudden realization that “GOD EXISTS!” filled my entire brain and expanded it so rapidly, I sincerely believed I was going to see brain matter splattered on the students behind me.
I’m afraid it sounds egoistic, but I long to have my mind and spirit blown in such a way again and to see, feel, hear, and know things past the veil put around us that limits our reception and bestowal. I want my heart to have the expansion my brain had on that day in BIO 101, when it was blown by that sudden realization. That’s what I hope to attain. You asked.
I seek the answers that were not attainable any other way. I have long been turning over every stone in search for answers and finally over the last 10 years have been studying mystic teachings of all traditions. So far Kabbalah has been the clearest and easy to grasp system I have found. It may have to do with my Jewish lineage but I only recently discovered that. I’m hoping to become a “circuit” in this life. That I receive only to bestow and trust the creator and the creation to show me the work that needs to be done.
To view things from another angle.
atm, i must admit the idea that comes to mind is to understand and begin organizing my desires into different levels, or setting up an internal system, which does so – i mean the system that Kabbalah proposes as a means of higher spiritual attainment….
halfway or so through this course (6.) , which is quite amazing, i suppose my expectations are reflecting the previous lessons and seeing the titles below (lessons 7., 8., etc), i look forward to said organization and discovering more beyond that, as well…. Many many thanks for this course, btw 🙂
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