Introduce yourself – Question Your Reality Part 2

[Tony Kosinec- KabU Instructor]

Introduce yourself to your fellow students. Write a few words about yourself and about what you expect from the course.

[Samy Asmar]

I know that its kind of little pathetic. But this is the case of mine at the moment, thats my actual reality now..i feeeeeeeeel tired of alllll things….pessimistic thoughts dark and no reason for getting into life no reason even for life…it s sooooo shame to feel my inner egoistic existence and that is my real and the root of all happens around all i desire or even i hate also…sooo i feel the hate just i feel that theres no protection,,, everyone is for himself just and close the door...even the lovely words the sympathetic words here or there between each other even the friendly relationships.....i dont know i feel it has a double face..the inner is ego and the outer is the manufactured form of it....i dontve any idea or even one thought about this creator…i dont feel him even….i`m scared sooooooo much from the illness the pains because this feel of giving the others bases on lose urself and from urself from ur health ur physical body power at the point to lose every simple atom from ur self sooooo no matter that this is right or not i dont look for any critics for any best wisher

or for any best wishes…..i need i reeal contact, that`s really exist(for the feel deepier of every thing) so thats not exist ever…yes exist or not…..no other choice i dont need to any enfantile responses…may i came a little more mature, soooo if u really know any thing about what am i whats really the stage which i am now in…in any way we effected by all around us….how and why this upper force make us feel the seperation(HOW-WHY)????????????
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[Samy Asmar]

I know that its kind of little pathetic. But this is the case of mine at the moment, thats my actual reality now..i feeeeeeeeel tired of alllll things….pessimistic thoughts dark and no reason for getting into life no reason even for life…it s sooooo shame to feel my inner egoistic existence and that is my real and the root of all happens around all i desire or even i hate also…sooo i feel the hate just i feel that theres no protection,,, everyone is for himself just and close the door...even the lovely words the sympathetic words here or there between each other even the friendly relationships.....i dont know i feel it has a double face..the inner is ego and the outer is the manufactured form of it....i dontve any idea or even one thought about this creator…i dont feel him even….i`m scared sooooooo much from the illness the pains because this feel of giving the others bases on lose urself and from urself from ur health ur physical body power at the point to lose every simple atom from ur self sooooo no matter that this is right or not i dont look for any critics for any best wisher
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or for any best wishes…..i need i reeal contact, that`s really exist(for the feel deepier of every thing) so thats not exist ever…yes exist or not…..no other choice i dont need to any enfantile responses…may i came a little more mature, soooo if u really know any thing about what am i whats really the stage which i am now in…in any way we effected by all around us….how and why this upper force make us feel the seperation(HOW-WHY)????????????
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[Sonkay Conteh]

Hi, My name is Sonkay from Sierra Leone. I took the last course of this Kabbalah interactive and it was a mind-blowing experience.

[Daniel]

Hello, my name is Daniel. Ive been studying the concepts of kabbalah for a few months now, but in the past have found myself extremely interested in different topics such as hinduism, buddhism, chakras, crystals, the occult (as scary as that sounds), philosophy, anything really that deals with self development and spirituality. Im an artist, and i’ve been in the darkness for a while now, and i’m really just looking forward to run towards the light, in hopes that maybe my art can help or heal the world one day. The concept of kabbalahs meditations and the way you incorporate angels, meditation, the tree of life, the major arcana etc. is just so interesting that this is the path I keep finding myself back on. Im very excited to see where this journey ends up and I think everyone here can say the same thing. May god light the path for us all.

[WILD7]

Hello my name is Chris.

I have been pondering existence every since i could ask the question why. From the young age of 4 i was introduced to the idea of meditation. This heavily influenced who i am whether I brought that experience into my life it came to me i can not say.

But i started searching for answers in the occult when i realised the religious text were missing or hidding information. This lead me to from budisum to daoism to many other things that felt close but were missimg peices. Then i read about hermeticism and felt there was something there but didnot explain how to connect with the source.

 

Fast forward and i experienced something truly amazing after listening to your YouTube class.

I decided to meditate on forgiveness for myself then others.

I then chose to meditate on beauty joy and gratitude and specially giving this feeling, this made what i can only discribe as the ego become visible to my perception i realised these were things holding me back so i let the attachment embarrasment pride and shame go and became aware of a great presense a knowing.

Im not sure if this is what you were speaking of but am open to learn what i can.

[Shcarry Chatmon]

My name is Shcarry (Sh-car-ee). I have watched a couple of courses on YouTube and I also engage from time to time on Instagram. I am excited to learn more about Kabbalah and continue to work toward better understanding and knowledge.

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