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I have had what I call a “taste” of reality beyond my 5 senses. That “taste” came to me compliments of guided meditation. But because of my upbringing in the Christian church, I’ve played it safe in going too far because of fear of so-called evil. My thirst for knowledge is what even drove me to meditate in the first place, not Christianity itself. Tell a Christian that you meditate and they look at you sideways.lol. I’m looking for the Benevolent Being, that is the beginning and the end of every good and perfect thing, to find my true purpose in this world because it has to be more (a whole lot more) than the collection of experiences that I have had up to this point in my life. That is the hope for my journey into Kabbalah.
I have a desire to learn about Kabbalah, but I don’t have any expectations or desires beyond that. I find that I am more likely to receive gifts when I agree to not expect any. I have no way of knowing or verifying what to expect other then what I have learned from Kab U instructors. I don’t think it matters where I want Kabbalah to lead me, Kabbalah is not a negotiation. I understand that Kabbalah is like a pair of glasses that will help me perceive more of reality. To be honest, I do not expect that to happen. Still, I am thrilled to be here. I’m grateful that this information was disseminated by the Ari, and grateful to be alive during a time when Kabbalah is available to me. I am grateful and excited, but without desires or expectations. Desires and expectations are totally irrelevant when studying reality.
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