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It seems to me, that as a father of children, and a husband to a wife, I have shackled, in a way, this group of people, to a “world” as they have shackled themselves. I observe that they don’t know that they are in this world because they were born into it or so much time has passed. I see that there is quite a bit of pain for those, including myself, living in this shackled world.
I have tried to correct behaviours and actions using words, example, and rules; none of which are permanent. I turned the focus towards myself – and applied the corrections inward with the same result – that is no good result. The physical level of force cannot change anyone. The social level of force cannot change anyone. Even the mental level of force does not appear to affect lasting change.
This world is within a world. So, if I can lead my family unit to lasting “happiness”, I can lead myself to lasting happiness in the world. I have achieved many things on the basis of health, wealth, and publicity. I say, I will do this now, and I can do it, and do. Yet still, at home, perfection alludes us. It must be said then that my goal, perfection, is quite lofty, nonetheless; All these achievements in the Earth.
I take this responsibility, because for some reason, I feel like I have something to give. But when I do, I don’t apply it properly, or there simply is no good result.
Everywhere I go, everything I do – there are patterns that can be constructed into a single pattern of success to which anything can be achieved here. None of it is new. Carpenter, manager, entrepreneur, athlete. It’s all the same.
I had many dreams as a teenager seeing a person touch my father on the shoulder and his struggle vanishes, and likewise touch my mother, whom is now passed. Just a simple touch on the shoulder. I give no weight to the dream itself, but the possibility lingers. I think it, so it must be.
I want to find the one source of the pattern. I want to give my family and therefore my world perfection.
I would like to learn the blueprint for ascension. I would like to learn to see the connections between myself and all other forms of like: Still, Vegetative, Animate,  Human so that it is easier to honor differences and to release judgement. I want to feel the connection. I want to earn my soul.
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