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I recently was confronted to make a choice between the ego or the creator. I choose not to receive. I felt an immense feeling of joy and love from the creator. teacher you talked about in this lesson. you helped me when I was confronted. I sought you out and on your page teacher it said stay away from your ego. you helped and didn’t know it, very grateful. I feel I’m on the path of correction and not of ego or self.
I finally got that we have to try and perform altruistic acts to see that we are utterly incapable of this under our own will and strength. It is only by trying and failing that I realise I need the Creator’s gift of Lishma and cry out to Him for His help with all my heart … that He then moves to bestow me with this gift. Its as though I need to reach the bottom of my barrel to realise in my soul that He is God and I am His creation and I can do nothing to transform my nature without His bestowal of Lishma. This was a very powerful realisation!
I can’t recall where I saw it, but it mentioned something about our lives being a movie that is playing out. As a child I always thought that that was exactly what was happening. The Creator already knows our life story and its ending because he directed the movie. We are just lost in the role and have forgotten that it is a movie we are watching.
I appreciate having received this idea in this week materials:
When I agree with the Creator about the things that are happening, I am correcting my desire by detaching from my ego and my expectations to fulfill my desires only for my own profit. A new possibility is open, as a new space to feel free.
Thank you!
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