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I have a very deep connection with my wife, I am not faking smiles, we have a very healthy relationship I dont understand this exercise. Because literally Kabbalah teaches me that she is my soulmate I treat her like I want to be treated. I dont do anything for myself I always make sure shes the one who is satisfied, and luckily shes actually acting the same way even though shes not studying Kabbalah. I dont have to fake smile, I have always thought Elohim was in us all to a degree and her spirituality is similar. I accept her as she is because people dont change, this was one of my requirements prior to marrying her, we are who we are. Neither of us are narcissistic, the only difference we have is in Kabbalah. She considers this a hobby and I consider this the only important part of my spirituality. But because when I first started she saw that it was not actually a “religion” shes labeled it as nothing but a hobby and only supports me so far into financial decisions concerning it. Such as how often we will spend money on books for the classes. But she takes care of me and I take care of her, and there is no real issues between us.
Being aware of egoism and how to deal with it. It looks like it has many layers. I really had  negative feelings about my own egoism and after I saw Tony’s video about being shy. Shyness could also be a hidden feeling of Narcissm? As if you don’t like to be critisized. So it gives another perception .
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