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2. Today I searched & found this first hand account of Rav Michael Laitman’s NDE and it started answering my question.
http://www.kabbalah.info/net/a-firsthand-account-of-a-kabbalists-near-death-experience/
From what I understand, our corporeal life is an important & crucial opportunity to work on developing our soul consciously as after life we know ourselves as spiritual no questions asked. However here God is concealed and we have to work hard at recognizing what is real and unreal, what is a context here for our growth and what is our eternal reality, and how to reconnect & return to God?
Learning about this complex development program that we are a part of, makes me feel an immense joy, wonder and gratitude for our soul’s creation and existence. I feel that I want to meditate on this feeling of gratitude and of connecting with the qualities of the creator.
Marvelous lesson as always!
Learning about this complex development program that we are a part of, makes me feel wonder and gratitude for our soul’s existence. When i start the process of developing my point in the heart, I feel that I am gradually more encouraging towards others doing the same, since each of us will be driven towards developing & transforming, and I’m eager for them to feel the joy of developing themselves as I feel developing myself.1. Would this gratitude and thankfulness I feel, and my prayer that others also develop the same way, be a way of pleasing the creator?
2. I feel sorry for my departed loved ones, that they haven’t used the opportunity of their life on earth to pursue this transformation, can they continue developing in the afterlife, parrallel to myself, through the bond of love we have?
2. Another notion that also blew my mind was that one can be gifted an enlightenment experience, but one can’t just sit on our laurels, thinking that’s all there is, and not continue to strive towards God. That really speaks to me because very long ago I have been gifted such a powerful experience, however instead of working intensely with it, I totally lost myself in the roller coaster of the unfolding dramas of my life, resulting in total confusion and concealment from God. Therefore I relish in what I have found to this point in the tools and the systemic methods the Kabbalah provides, as I relearn to reconnect and depend on the Creator, and strive to learn from His teachings. So all the Kabbalah messages are very relevant to me and reach me personally.
Reflecting on the notion that “There is nothing else besides Him “, I have begun to start feeling gratitude for some of the painful events I experienced. The understanding that all has led me to this point has started to take root.
About the upper worlds, there is a tremendous amount that is concealed to our perception. I also agree that we are individually very little in the whole scheme of things. I remembered feeling selfless, full of boundless love and joy as a child, and I feel puzzled that with time I have grown to become somewhat self-conscious and egoistic, all in order to now wanting to reverse this process, desiring only to cultivate altruism at this current stage in life, and putting so much effort daily into returning to what used to be totally natural…..
