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Hi. I’m David from Missouri in USA. Since finding KabU, I believe I’ve found what has informed much of my past studies but without limitations. I’m moved to Torah study in what I have read is described as whole faith. I intend through interacting in minyan and other interactions to fully correct my ego though from an interview with Michael Laitman he says there is no one alive today in full correction. I’m left unsure where to place my expectations but my heart informs me to hold holy the prayer below and be thankful for what we attain together during this present lifetime. Everything KabU offers has a way of building confidence. Love your friend as yourself. What you hate do not do to your friend. Learn and use the methods. I have a prayer…”Dear God, please grant that all men build a vessel of desire to be filled with Your Reformative Light, fully correcting egoism, transforming humanity into equivalences of form with Your altruistic nature, in fulfillment of Divine Purpose. Amen.”
What blows my mind is the dance, this interplay of bestowal and reception…that it is not one or the other and that ein sof contains within it a perfectly harmonious balance of the both.
First of all, the physical world is not a real thing. It is already a spiritual world as this is all that exists. Through correction of the ego and being rewarded with equivalence of form with the Creator, little by little we recognize what we thought was physical as actually spiritual.
Every face I saw was so filled with Light. What an amazing group! My ego will feel intimidated and unworthy imagining being in the presence of such greatness. My spirit will constantly be seeking an avenue to release my ego and being there solely for bestowing and raising the energy of all I see and meet. Just imagining it brings to mind many egoistic corrections I have ahead of me. I’ve been working alone for a long time.
I am a channel for the Reformative Light. The Light increases the more I am here for you and the less I give any thought or concern for myself. I am corrected in the process though I pay no attention to myself, only to you. That blows my mind but feels so right.
Having worked through several systems and observing others so clearly enmeshed in egoistic endeavors, plus from perceiving through Kabbalah studies my own unmet spiritual desires, I am deeply committed and yearning for the reformative light eventually transforming me into an equivalence of form with the Nature of the Creator. It is natural for me to have concern for the spiritual state of others and I find myself wanting to offer relevant ideas that I believe will help others to further awaken. It’s a heart thing born from an awareness of the unity of all creation. I seem to assume there to be a point in the heart of everyone I meet, whether true or not, and treat them with respect and love regardless, never knowing whether or not perhaps a point in the heart might awaken in our meeting. Everyone needs this wisdom and through bestowing it, my own correction is positively affected by drawing the Reformative Light. I cannot imagine not spreading the wisdom.
