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The English version wasn’t so powerful for me because I was trying to understand the meaning of the text intellectually. But when I listened to it in Hebrew, it was amazing — because that’s when the ego and the thoughts of competition appeared in my mind. When I said that I felt my ego and my desire to receive, I meant that I had thoughts in my mind about wanting to receive more information in order to be better than some of my friends. And once I became aware of them, I tried to connect to the Light of the Creator. Then, those ego-driven and competitive thoughts disappeared from my mind, and I finally dove into the whole.
Now it is clearer to me. It’s actually amazing!
The first time I tried to connect, I felt my ego and the desire to receive, and I noticed how it tried to take over my perception. But I focused on connecting with the Light and on receiving the Light from the Creator. With that thought, I dove into the words and felt how I am part of the whole. I feel peace!
Hello,
My name is Diana Singuran, I am from Romania and my expectations regarding this course are to find answers to some questions about my perception of life.
Hello,
My name is Diana, I’m from Romania, and I took my first step toward learning Kabbalah five years ago. I believe I’m ready to deepen my understanding of the meaning of life, and I truly feel prepared for it.
I think joining a group environment assists our development into the emergent state because you need to start seeing yourself as part of the whole group, and your actions will be carried out for the good of the group, not just for yourself.
The first time I sensed existential questions within me was when I was 10 years old, and I began to feel that the way human life is lived is not the true answer. For many years, I saw the people around me doing things that I didn’t understand. They performed actions that caused them to suffer afterward. When I was 25, I made the decision to erase all the information I knew about religion, God, or anything else, and to start researching the truth in the world. That’s when I found Kabbalah, and for the first time, everything had meaning. It was in 2020 when I began to study, and I continue to deepen my understanding of this wisdom.
