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If is not about the physical because it can’t simply give us what we truly need and desire, then how do we keep navigating?, where do we direct our intention and direction towards? How do we keep navigating this life with a higher sense? What does it look like; the screen towards we direct to develop this higher sense? I’ve been telling myself I need to do something big, that transforms society, is that a empty endeavor? how do I not disregard the physical while focusing on what’s truly important, the desire for direct engagement with the Creator to resemble him it’s truly awaken in me, there’s emptiness in almost everything else I used to look for; and some part of me knows that the root problem, the main subject to resolve; can only be dealt with a higher mind transcending time and space; how do I focus on that and only that? do we keep living here? How’s that experienced? How do I treat others? There’s so many questions arising with this new understanding. I seem to have some internal conflict or misunderstanding regarding what it means to direct myself through the physical putting the best of me to the service of others. I’ve been realizing that “Treating the neighbor as myself” for me has a lot more nuance than I initially thought.
It’s been challenging, but I feel like I’m developing way more efficiently, standing on this threshold it’s new, with that comes some weirdness to the process. It’s good to reflect, to take the time to consider even the things that we fear to feel; Thanks for allowing me experience life at this pace, allow me to keep my evolution in the best terms that I can handle, prepare me to receive more of the true desire for Creation.
I feel hopeful, I know that I’m being guided, even when the correction of my desires can sometimes feel overwhelming, I know, there’s a infinite hand of love guiding my development and I can meaningfully engage with it, there’s a contrast between the things I’ve been wanting and thinking I need to do to correct the world and myself, and a growing desire for direct engagement with the Creator in all dimensions, that radically changes my direction and function, that contrast and change of perspective and direction feels sometimes like dying, but in a good way, like being reborn by accepting deeper and deeper truths; I’m in the process, and I know, the change on perspective it’s so big that radical Faith (in the power and good intention of source in, as and through me) it’s needed to go further.
I don’t even know where to begin, first of all, it almost feels like everything I’ve known so far and have been considering to navigate through life it’s wrong; I’m much more than I thought I was, and much less. Everything it’s really interconnected in a way that you need to go through a process to completely assimilate. I now know that the reality that generates it’s a cocreation that works as a flesh mirror, and everything it’s been considered and guided towards my development, I now know that the only thing I truly desire to dedicate my energy to is to fulfill the desire of my soul, the desire of the creator for me in this incarnation, to walk the Torah path, el camino de la en-señanza.
