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I think part 2 video has Answered my question. 🙂 The influences slowly bring us to a place of finding the one influence that we can control.  Is there a limit to the number of lives we have to succeed in this. ?
This does make sense. I do question though. I have had some pretty remarkable synchronicities in the last few years that have brought me to this place of seeking. Without these things happening I may never have arrived at Kab U at all. I had been reading the Old Testament Literally, also the New Testament my whole life and I know it very well, but all of a sudden I began to see verses and meanings that I had been blind too. An example is In Luke 11;52 , Jesus talking to the Scribes and Pharisees . He says. ” Woe to you experts in the law ‘for you have taken away the KEYS of knowledge: you yourselves have not entered in, and those who were entering you have hindered.” That verse caused me to question my understanding of the entire new testament. I still knew that ” Love God and love thy neighbor as they self” Where his most important teachings. I am actually here trying to learn how to do both of those things to the fullest. I see wisdom here and I think you have the KEYS of Knowledge that are spoken of in that verse. I almost feel like I was led here. Yes I know I could make the choice to turn back but that doesn’t seem like a choice to me at this point. I also question about those who have not witnessed or been shown or been influenced in ways that we have. Is that free will ? or have they just not had the events or understandings that prompted me to keep searching ?
To choose internality or to choose externality. My understanding is that internality is the long term benefit or cost caused by a choice?? So choosing to seek to become more like the creator even though it may no show benefits right away or not seeking to be nearer to the creator. ? to be honest I am not sure
The statement that everything except my own will to receive is from the creator is so freeing. Even the will to receive has purpose and is good when intentions are correct. I can see how this knowledge will help me to view the world different, and it will help me to love and forgive enemies’. Understanding I have no enemies, but only help from the lord to grow closer to him though his plan. This is suddenly so clear.
I have needed this teaching. I have been a practicing Christian. I begged God the last time I felt close to him not to let me fall again, because the pendulum swings were growing wider every time. Of course I fell again. I feared I would never make it back to him. I am in tears realizing he was never gone.
