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I have been raised Christian. I have struggled to follow the teachings of Jesus. I have had times that I was sure that I could never fall into old patterns again only to fall again and again, until my hunger was gone, and my faith turned to fear. Having lost my hunger for reading the Bible and praying I was worried and sad. Hoping against hope that he would help me to reconnect. Then one night I experienced something I can not explain. Physical and spiritual at the same time. A bolt of energy up my spine into my mind.. Since that moment when I read the Bible I see things that I have never seen. My hunger is stronger than ever. I started looking at Jewish teachings after realizing Jesus taught that the keys had been hidden. How could I have missed this all those years. I started realizing there were hidden teaching even in the Gospels. This is when I discovered Kabbalah. “Love thy friend” Somehow I Know that I will only be content when I am who I was created to be. I desire to become a Giver. I desire to crucify my “self” so that I can learn to Give out of Love for the Father. Only to please him and not myself. I am so grateful that this platform is online.
Good afternoon,
My name is Paul,
Thankyou so much for providing this platform. I had an event 2 years ago that I cant explain . It was sudden and it has changed me forever. It sent me on a search for truth. I am still a Christian but my understanding has changed dramatically. I discovered Kabbalah in my search for truth and seeking to see deeper into the text and numbers in the Bible. Love they neighbor/ friend as thy self. I desire with all of my heart to master this.
