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It would be the filling of an emptiness that seems to have no limits. It would be like crawling through the desert since the beginning of time, and finding oasis. Like drinking and drinking from the only thing that has ever even touched this thirst. It would be like seeing the beloved everywhere I turn. It would be like finally, finally coming home.
We are all parts of one shattered soul. I am so deeply grateful for the dissemination which has brought me here, and want to be an instrument of that for others, God willing.
As I read the Avrut, I had a very profound experience of knowing how changed I am from the Miryam who got just about this far in the first 4 courses a couple of years back, closed the books (firmly, I thought) and walked away from KABU. What I used to regard as absolute arrogance – for instance, KABU’s teaching about the role of the nation of Israel as not only a gateway, but the only gateway – I now embrace as the simple truth. I am more and more in awe of the absolute perfection and beauty and love of the Creator’s plan for the conscious rejoining of all our separated fragments. I am more and more shaken and inspired by this fragment’s responsibility in this, for this. I feel these two forces working together, driving me forward, and again, more awe. In truth, though, I need not be shaken. This is my arrogance. After all, There is none else besides Him.
Here in KABU, we are connected in our desire to rise above our egos, to be instruments of reception only to bestow. What does this mean? I can only guess that it means an endless experience of love I can’t even fathom at this time.
