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I do not have access or a link to join that type of group. Would you mind guiding me in that direction. This is something I would very much like to experience. Also is there a daily lesson?  I watch KabTV all the time and I see KabU students are on there.
We were in a live Q and A together with Julian. I wanted to point out that during that session Julian also pointed out that you dont even have to know the language you are listening to or reading. Confusion is not forever, so if you are stuck on something, might I suggest asking yourself what about that obstacle on your path seems to be the true conflict within?
We learned in Kabbalah revealed we dont have free will. We also learned that the only thing we can control is our “environment” of study. Rav Leightman says that “all of our spiritual work” is done in the 10. If that is the case then we can deduce that the creator will sort this out for your Reshimot, and you are already doing everything you can to produce both qualitative and quantitative results for your spiritual growth. Now may be the time to focus more on what faith above reason from the Rav’s lessons.
We learned that creator does not reveal himself unless we pretty much give up trying to do it on our own this proves we are still evil, have flaws, and are totally opposite the creator’s nature.  It also makes us cherish the relationship (zivug) that much more because we know we cant do anything without the creator for a fact there is no longer any doubt we need a creator (it is genius when you think about it really).
We dont lose faith in the creator but we must stop believing we can do something without the creators help or outside the creators will. Believing in a power outside of the creator such as myself is plain Idolatry, and believing any power but the creator exists according to KabTV in the last 48 hours was defined as “heresy”. This is what keeps us in darkness, and keeps us from the “revelation of evil”(Knowing we have no light and are in total darkness without the creator’s light having been revealed), which is required to actually receive the light through the work in the 10.
All that being said, I understand the process pretty well to this entry point but, admittedly I do not have a 10 from KabU and I wont even go as far as to say im not in darkness. I personally have adopted that theory only takes me so far and that is why im just going to let the method which is the tool do the work. Its a lot like hammering a nail with a hammer. If you hold the hammer wrong you end up doing twice the work and with less results. Sometimes holding on to what we want (ourselves and its dopamine fix through feeding the ego) hurts us so much we forget the pain exists.  This is why I let go, I am now just accepting I dont know, and soon I will.
I really hope this helps. I felt the same way you did a few weeks ago and that is when i came to this conclusion to just let things happen. Part of acceptance is a stage of grief. I am dying inside so the creator can grow. Im mourning my own death so i can become a spiritual birth. Every part of me wants to be knowledgeable and know all things, but I know now that the creator will just put more in my path to learn until final correction. So acceptance is the path of least resistance to grow.
I hope this helps friend.
I noticed you said there were some “young group like” groups we could attend now.  Do you mind if I ask where in the GE area you are referring to. Thanks and kind regards.
i just needed to know what the words were that i was reading they are not in english i was looking for the root and the origin of where these words come from. I think these are hebrew words but im not sure because the Sefer Zohar is in Aramaic.
There is a perfect system and by activating more points in the heart we amplify this system and we can make more progress. But if we are not prepared we waste this opportunity which is why we need a 10, books, and an experienced Rav.  To guide us through t his process that can be somewhat confusing without any of this.
it becomes a system that renews itself. It allows a means for a desired goal. We cannot correct alone, we need the 10 or at least someone else (we help them correct they help us correct), we do not individually correct because the system uses flesh to teach (for instance you are a teacher and you are also speaking with your mouth helping me on my journey to correction), the same with the ten. We use our mouths but we actually feel what we are doing in our spirituality and eventually souls. Dissemination creates the Adhesion necessary to correct because by doing this we are doing what is opposite us (helping someone spiritually correct and ascend else for only the creator’s sake) which is what bestowal actually is. We work together because the creator designed the system to be as such.  This allows us to learn what true bestowal is spiritually because its not JUST centered around us as individual anymore.
