[Samy Asmar]

hi im sam...im here to join the other and to feel more deeply what happen inside and who`s behind the scenes, i have had the capacity recently to feel that power and its behaviours in every atom of our world..so by the way i read 5 books right now and it was a good real knowledge and useful to me, although the suffering i face and the superficial harmful relationships.

[Samy Asmar]

by the way my name is sam…i`m living in egypt
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[Samy Asmar]

I know that its kind of little pathetic. But this is the case of mine at the moment, thats my actual reality now..i feeeeeeeeel tired of alllll things….pessimistic thoughts dark and no reason for getting into life no reason even for life…it s sooooo shame to feel my inner egoistic existence and that is my real and the root of all happens around all i desire or even i hate also…sooo i feel the hate just i feel that theres no protection,,, everyone is for himself just and close the door...even the lovely words the sympathetic words here or there between each other even the friendly relationships.....i dont know i feel it has a double face..the inner is ego and the outer is the manufactured form of it....i dontve any idea or even one thought about this creator…i dont feel him even….i`m scared sooooooo much from the illness the pains because this feel of giving the others bases on lose urself and from urself from ur health ur physical body power at the point to lose every simple atom from ur self sooooo no matter that this is right or not i dont look for any critics for any best wisher

or for any best wishes…..i need i reeal contact, that`s really exist(for the feel deepier of every thing) so thats not exist ever…yes exist or not…..no other choice i dont need to any enfantile responses…may i came a little more mature, soooo if u really know any thing about what am i whats really the stage which i am now in…in any way we effected by all around us….how and why this upper force make us feel the seperation(HOW-WHY)????????????
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[Samy Asmar]

I know that its kind of little pathetic. But this is the case of mine at the moment, thats my actual reality now..i feeeeeeeeel tired of alllll things….pessimistic thoughts dark and no reason for getting into life no reason even for life…it s sooooo shame to feel my inner egoistic existence and that is my real and the root of all happens around all i desire or even i hate also…sooo i feel the hate just i feel that theres no protection,,, everyone is for himself just and close the door...even the lovely words the sympathetic words here or there between each other even the friendly relationships.....i dont know i feel it has a double face..the inner is ego and the outer is the manufactured form of it....i dontve any idea or even one thought about this creator…i dont feel him even….i`m scared sooooooo much from the illness the pains because this feel of giving the others bases on lose urself and from urself from ur health ur physical body power at the point to lose every simple atom from ur self sooooo no matter that this is right or not i dont look for any critics for any best wisher
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or for any best wishes…..i need i reeal contact, that`s really exist(for the feel deepier of every thing) so thats not exist ever…yes exist or not…..no other choice i dont need to any enfantile responses…may i came a little more mature, soooo if u really know any thing about what am i whats really the stage which i am now in…in any way we effected by all around us….how and why this upper force make us feel the seperation(HOW-WHY)????????????
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