[Nika]

Soul is where desire receives pleasure. We are born as a simple desire to consume everything and we are being developed – by the Light that Reforms – into a new form of a desire, which will be similar to the Creator. By being taken through the different systems we experience various states, starting with the awaken point of Malchut.

We enter the system of purification (or gradual removal of concealment of the true state of Nature) from our world starting with seeing its brokenness.  In the worlds of BYA souls exist and first experience (through the conscious efforts in the group/work) the sensation of the broken, egoistic desires that prevent our connection and cause all the bad in the world that we see with our very own eyes. But in that place, below the Parsa in the world of BYA, there is no Light of correction, only the Light of judgement. However, the recognition of bad actually triggers the elevation above Parsa because from the feeling of disgust/self-judgement in relation to the all-giving Bina (bestowal) we are capable of raising the prayer. When we hit really intense feelings or measure of this revelation of evil in the heart and mind, they serve as a trampoline to ascend upward, over the world of concealment, and connect to Malchut of the World of Atzilut (i.e. prayer for correction). Malchut of the World of Atzilut passes our prayer to Zeir Anpin of the World of Atzilut, and, as a result, ZON raises the MAN to Bina of the World of Atzilut, which causes the Reflected Light to flow in, correct and fill everything gradually.

[Nika]

My motivation is to develop as quickly as possible into a suitable receptacle for the reforming light, whatever it takes.

[Nika]

Re-think my daily schedule as spaces for study/reading/preparing/meeting with friends in the TEN as the continuous stretch of time, which is occasionally interrupted by my other responsibilities (family, health, work, community)

[Nika]

Concealment is an invitation to reveal, a promise of growth and change. For example, a seed conceals a whole a new plant, a bride is ritually concealed from a groom, to lift the curtain on a new scientific discovery is to make it public.

[Nika]

I take this course to obtain a firm structure/framework/template to assist in my own daily efforts – in my thoughts and feelings – to act, speak and think in complete alignment with Nature. I hope to reach a deeper inner comprehension of the Kabbalahistic writings to assist my TEN and participate in the lessons with Ray and with the world study group  to the best of my abilities.

[Nika]

because such a tool would be impossible for one person to handle responsibly, while also growing up and developing as a complete egoist in our world;

Spiritual perception can be only achieved in equivalence of form with the spiritual qualities.

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