I just finished watching Fundamentals of Kabbalah with Dr. Laitman. A lot of questions were asked from the people in different parts of the world about what they needed to do to reach the Creator. They wanted Dr. Laitman to tell them specific instructions on what to pray for, how to act, the Hiddeness of the Creator,etc. Dr. Laitman tried to explain the there had to be an intention in the point of the heart to begin the journey. Some wanted to insist on how to stop suffering. I realized that many were confused. I thought I understood quite a bit when I began these courses since I had read about Kabbalah before. As I began watching the videos, reading the material, and listening to the lectures, I thought I was understanding. However, with every week that I would learn something different, I would get confused. What blew my mind was watching the video of question and answers with Dr. Laitman. Listening to all the questions the audience was asking and listening to Dr. Laitman’s responses, I understood why I could not “see” the Creator, understand that my suffering, my happiness, everything that has happened in my life is from the Creator. I need to change my perception, which I am doing, and understand that the more I close in on the intention to change through kindness and Torah, I will be able to begin the upward 125 steps. I also understood the true meaning of how to pray, pray for others and the world.

By thanking the Creator for all things in our lives, we are aligning ourselves with this force, and this allows us to grow and find the hidden purpose behind our challenges.

The concept of believing an outside force is responsible for bad things happening is a form of worshipping another

It is what it is.

I keep going through my mind about understanding that every action that occurs positive action and when I perceive that I am being blocked from holiness all come from the creator. I need to understand it or feel it more deeply. I love understanding that sin is about assuming that there is any other authority other than the Creator.

That i just need to let things be.