Introduce Yourself to Your Fellow Students

[Tony Kosinec- KabU Instructor]

Introduce yourself to your fellow students. Write a few words about yourself and about what you expect from the course.

[Yesie Hernandez]

Hi! My name is Yesie. I was born and raised in Costa Rica, but I have been living in the U.S. for half of my life. I grew up Catholic and full of guilt and resentment towards a God that seemed unfair and cold to me. Since I was little, I knew that I was connected to something else, something bigger. At 12 years old, I realized that I could lucid dream and I felt like I had a superpower. I felt that I was able to manifest events or situations to my favor. But I never shared that with anyone because I thought they would look at me crazy.

I got a degree in Psychology and a Master’s in Counseling, thinking that it would help me understand why, how, and what I needed to heal from childhood trauma, I needed to “fix” whatever was wrong with me. I couldn’t understand why I wasn’t able to achieve meaningful relationships and more success. The answers I was looking for were not in psychology books or therapy sessions.

About 5 years ago, I began searching for meaning and purpose. I started to discover a path where I could take responsibility for the reality I created. This was the first time I heard that I had so much control over my reality, and that seemed fascinating. I started with topics on manifestation and the Law of Attraction. I have read dozens of books on self-development, psychology, spirituality, mindset, etc., but every single book just left me with more questions and no answers.

My need for something that would bring peace to my world even took me to travel last year for 10 days to the Amazon in Colombia to explore ayahuasca, as if the answers my soul needed were outside of me. (Yep, silly me, I get it now.) Did I mention the many “heroic” trips of psylocibyn I took in my desperate need to fix whatever was “wrong with me”? All of that has helped me to open up more consciousness, but still, I feel there’s more to understand. Why do I keep feeling stuck? Something inside of me is screaming for liberation.

Then the Kabbalah came to me, but my ego wasn’t ready to open up to that kind of teaching; it seemed too dangerous, so I put it aside. However, I went to get my “Life Activation” in hopes that this ceremony had the solutions to my problems, mostly financial. But nothing. Still, I didn’t understand that the magic I was looking for existed inside of me already.

Last week Kabbalah made it’s way back to me by saying “IT’S TIME”. So, here I am ready to give it my all. I’m ready to heal and to serve. I’m at a time of my life where I have never had so much and so little at the same time. Financially and emotionally, the last year has been the most challenging, to the point that I have even questioned my self-worth as a mother, daughter, and wife and even questioned many times being alive. For months, I wanted an answer that would help me feel more empowered and confident, bring business and customers, and take care of all my financial problems. But, I feel that the more I merge myself into the spiritual realm, the more alone I feel and the more out of place in my reality, I feel. It’s like I’m living in a dream or more like a nightmare from which my soul is desperately trying to wake me up, but somehow I just feel trapped in this loop that keeps repeating, and I don’t see the exit sign. I have started this path looking for a way to abundance and financial prosperity, but I have realized that it’s not money that my soul wants, but peace and a deeper connection with the Creator. I see now that my ego was looking for more ways to receive instead of a way to serve. “The Will to Bestow” was missing in my life.

If you relate to my story, let’s connect! My IG @coach_yesie

LOVE AND LIGHT

[Ayoka ADIMI]

Hello, my name is Ayoka. I’m from BENIN but I live in the USA. I’ve always asked myself who I was and what was the reason of my existence so I hope to find here the answers to my questions and get to know my purpose in this life.

[Brett]

Hi, my name is Brett. I currently reside in Cleveland, Ohio. I’m looking for a solid foundation in Kabbalah on which to build a lifetime of study.

[francispaul65]

Hi fellow learners,

 
I am Paulo Afonso, from Goa, India.  I have always been fascinated with the metaphysical and existential questions that everyone asks sometimes or the other These are Who is God? Where do we come from? Where will we go after we die and the most baffling of them all is why do we have to suffer when we haven’t done anything wrong. I am here to find out the answers to these questions and more and bring meaning to my life and the lives of others by gaining wisdom in areas where my knowledge is still in its infancy. By expanding my knowledge I hope to deepen my spirituality and gain a sense of fulfilment and purpose while I live on earth.

[Liang Zhong]

Hi, you can call me Kevin. I have a sense of the Highness since I was young and I always feel a invisible hand leading my path. I attended Christian church in Canada. However, I don’t believe many Christian doctrines. Because how come they always change, and disagree to each other? G-d’s truth can not be changing from time to time. My faith in Jesus was fading when I saw evils in the church growing.

However, G-d need me to be close to Him. So I am punished for my weak in faith. God made me a suffering. I know this suffer is from Him. Liked Jonah, I first choose to ran away from Him, so I stopped attending Christian church. I tried to heal this pain by my own efforts. Of course, I can not overcome it by my own efforts. Then, I choose to ignore this pain, and live with it, but my suffering become un-bearable. This period is like Jonah in the fish’s belly. Finally, The Fish Spited me out of His Belly. I went to Christian church again, and then immediately, I saw an angel in the Church. Because of this sign, I searched for G-d’s way to cure my suffering, and immediately, I was given Judaism teaching from Rabbi Manis Friedman, and Rabbi Simon Jacobson on YouTube. Their teaching is so intuitive with my own understanding of G-d. I 100% agree to their teaching. My heart is open and start to sense and feel differently.

Now, I sense that I was created for the mission of spiritualize this material world. Kabbalah is given by G-d to me. I am the one chosen by Him. I am honored that I am worthy of being close to Him and He has a favor in me. I pray to G-d to use me as His servant and correct me through my prayer instead of punishing me through suffering.

G-d save me so that I can serve His plan and bring pleasure to my Creator. I thank G-d choose me to be close to Him. My G-d is my desire, and I understand that it is Him put this desire in my heart.

[John]

Hello, all

I’m here to learn about Kabbalah and believe it will help me spiritually. I was raised Pentecostal and have recently within the last 6 years been drawn towards meditation, yoga and Buddhist practices. I’ve recently been introduced to Kabbalah and am excited to learn more about it.

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