Introduce Yourself to Your Fellow Students

[Tony Kosinec- KabU Instructor]

Introduce yourself to your fellow students. Write a few words about yourself and about what you expect from the course.

[Joey]

My name is Josette. I am on an unending search for knowledge and understanding of god.

[Eva]

Hi everyone, I’m Eva am I’m here because … well I don’t even have a clear reason other then I was born as a seeker, which to me feels like I have been seeking for answers for purpose of life ever since I can remember. My early “seeking”, of course, is childish, like wondering why my parents are my parents and I do not have other children’s parents? Why was I born where I was born – always felt people being born in other, better places of the world are soooooo much luckier then me, why am I not as good and lucky in general as other kids? So my exploration never stopped, and mostly I developed step-by-step through my religion (christian) early on, then other spiritual teachings, books, practices. Each method gave me the answers I was looking for; for the time being at least. Every time it felt like “Oh, that’s it”, until it didn’t anymore, then a rebellious/angry part of me came forward in the disappointment that it is not what I expected anymore, then this lead me to the next step so on so on … after a while I was angry and disappointed of not getting to a well defined destination. Mentally I comprehended the waste and eternal Creation from the Upper force, also my role in it to develop infinitely, but on a perception level I was so angry, then I was guilty of feeling angry, then shame took over … and the anger-guilt-shame cycle repeated itself at the end of each of my “developmental” cycle. Oh, and it is present right now, and it drives me coocoo. So I’m here now. I learned the basics through available videos on YouTube – makes so much sense for my next level of seeking – yet I had a monumental resistance to start my membership. The will to receive, eh? To receive damn, real pleasure and end suffering! That’s what I want! And I know how illusionary, egoistic pleasure feels like, and how sick’n tired I am of its volatile nature. And I have the intention to do whatever it takes in my power/ability to see the whole world receive pleasure, but I am terrified at the same time. Ok then, I do not expect anything anymore – just kidding, I am always expecting to receive pleasure and be able to forward it into the world, so let the journey begin! … or to be continued? I managed to clarify my reason being here after all, didn’t I!?

[Eva]

Hi everyone, I’m Eva am I’m here because … well I don’t even have a clear reason other then I was born as a seeker, which to me feels like I have been seeking for answeres for purpose of life ever since I can remember. My early “seekings”, of course, are childish, like wondering why are my parents my parents and I do not have other children’s parents? Why was I born where I was born – always felt people being born in other, better places of the world are soooooo much luckier then me, why am I not as good and lucky in general as other kids? So my exploration never stopped, and mostly I developed step-by-step through my religion (christian) early on, then other spiritual teachings, books, practices. Each method gave me the answers I was looking for; for the time being at least. Every time it felt like “Oh, that’s it”, until it didn’t enymore, then a rebelious/angry part of me came forward in the disappointment that it is not what I expected anymore, then this lead me to the next step so on so on … after a while I was angry and disappointed of not getting to a well defined destination. Mentally I comprehended the wast and ethernal Creation from the Upper force, also my role in it to develop infinitely, but on a preception level I was so angry, then I was guilty of feeling angry, then shame took over … and the anger-guilt-shame cycle repeated itself at the end of each of my “developmental” cycle. Oh, and it is present right now, and it drives me coocoo. So I’m here now. I learned the basics through available videos on youtube – makes so much sense for my next level of seeking – yet I had a monumental resistance to start my membership. The will to receive, eh? To receive damn, real pleasure and end suffering! That’s what I want! And I know how illusionary, egoistic pleasure feels like, and how sick’n tired I am of it’s volatile nature. And I have the intention to do whatever it takes in my power/ability to see the whole world receive pleasure, but I am terrified at the same time. Ok then, I do not expect anything anymore – just kidding, I am always expecting to receive pleasure and be able to forward it into the world, so let the jouney begin! … or to be continued? I managed to clarify my reason being here after all, didn’t I!?

[Shana]

Hello, my name is Shana.  I have tried learning the basics of Kabbalah from multiple sources then I was recommended Michael Laitman’s books and from there I found KabU.  I have always been drawn to the studies but started to pursue it more since 2018 when I was at a meditation retreat and started seeing Hebrew letters in my meditations.  I found some individuals to study with and I did a year’s worth of courses with a teacher in Israel.  She was quite good, but I lacked very basic understanding and knowledge so I missed 90% of what was being taught.  I am excited to learn some basics here, in hopes to expand into the more advanced courses.

[Jason]

Howdy I’m just a bum seeking the truth. Thanks!

[womalee]

My name is Akar, I’m here to further my studies.

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