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Hello, my name is Daniel. When I first started my spiritual quest in understanding the nature of reality and myself I was about 13 years old. I stumbled across Tony’s perceiving reality videos on YouTube and was fascinated. I finally found something that was answering the questions I had. But at the time I was very skeptical of any and all teachings because I had been indoctrinated into Baptist and Catholic Ideology from childhood and was only just then breaking away from the church and seeking my own answers. Therefore, when Tony started talking about the more specific aspects of nature I became suspicious and decided not to continue learning out of fear of being indoctrinated once more.
15 years later, I find myself coming full circle to the teachings of Kabbalah but with greater understanding about the nature of reality and myself.
Ultimately, I would like to use this course as a method of attaining enlightenment. But I’ve learned the hard way that you can’t “try” to become enlightened, otherwise you’re shooting yourself in the foot.
So, all I can hope for from this course is to expand my sense of self larger and larger to gradually encompass more and more of reality, all the while avoiding the trap of letting the Kabbalah teachings become my religion or identity, and learning to live and be more like the creator and its bestowal quality so that one day perhaps in the most spontaneous of fashions I can end my own suffering and the suffering I inflict on others and live as one with the essence of the creator.
Hari Om
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