Preparation Question: In what way have I gained a deeper understanding of my life and of the forces working in the world?

[Tony Kosinec- KabU Instructor]

Preparation Question: In what way have I gained a deeper understanding of my life and of the forces working in the world?

[Michael]

Faith is a trust relationship into the unknown and by the journey through the unknown I gain understanding. Confusion is a result of an inner battle which may occur when moving forward but this confusion is to be walked through until the fog dissipates and illumination occurs.

[petra]

It was during the darkest periods of my life that I gained a deeper understanding of my existence. The intense pain I experienced led me to question the meaning of life. I began to search for answers, first through shamanism, then through yoga, which allowed me to feel a connection with a higher source—the Creator. Now, Kabbalah is revealing even more wisdom to me, and I am piecing everything together. I am filled with gratitude for all the experiences that have come into my life, even the painful ones that shaped my past. I feel the love and bestowal from the Creator, and this has been the greatest gift I have received. I am slowly stepping back from controlling everything that happens but I accept it and try to see the good in it.

[Andrew Russo]

The upper force created created them all so humanity can all learn to become bestowers of the upper light even though each created being can only recieve we can correct that reception to bestowal to others

[Soph]

I’ve learned that faith is the key to experiencing the goodness the Creator wants to bestow on me based on the desires I’ve had. If I hold onto the desire by continuously feeling a lack, I will continue to suffer and also cling to what I no longer want out of fear of the unknown. When I have faith, I allow myself to receive guidance to the fulfillment of my desire and I trust, above reason, in this guidance. When I do this, the world transforms into a loving, supportive, environment that, as if by magic, has delivered me my desires, even through strangers that don’t know that they were guided by the hand of God as a willing and able divine tool. This reveals the connection of all things. Faith allows me to maintain a feeling of receptivity. This works whether the desire is large or small. Smaller desires are easier for the ego-mind to have faith and let go of and so it may seem that they are easier to allow. Really, it is because of ourselves and our faith or lack thereof. Faith is what makes it possible to let go of the desire and letting go of the desire allows us to receive it. Having a desire is like writing the Creator a letter. Letting go of the letter is like delivering the letter to the Creator. The effects are immediate once the letter is let go. If we hold onto it, we suffer and may even feel alone and stuck. We are stuck. We stuck ourselves. Once I realized it was me working against what I wanted and living in fear, clinging to what I didn’t want, I had to laugh at myself. God’s love for me was always there, it was me who refused to accept it. My life has completely changed since for the better. I move through challenges with more ease and grace. When it appears that I’m losing something, I realize that it’s something that I no longer wanted and this is the way the Creator is fulfilling my desire; by making space for what I actually desire, so I let to in faith and pay attention to what beautiful gifts the Creator has in store for me around the corner.

[Amie]

I have learned that blind perception can be deceptive. There is a reasoning for everything, not to be judged emotionally, rather embraced with curiosity.

[Maegan]

I still don’t understand why I end up around the negative people I have to be around at work etc. I don’t understand why life has been so hard on me. I do understand that I have been built differently and that I have to stay on the path of light so not to succumb to the suffering that I am exposed to. I understand that my perception matters and I must stay kind.

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