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This will probably make many people laugh at me, but that’s totally okay, I’m laughing at me too. Here goes:
I knew that sound is created by it’s impact upon the air around us, but for some reason I’ve never thought of it as literally not being ‘sound’ as we perceive it, and the thought of a block of cement being dropped from a tenth floor window and landing on the ground in complete silence amazes me.
There is so much more that amazes me, and I keep learning new stuff and re-learning – as in seeing again, but from a slightly different perspective – the things we are taught. But I think I’ll just mention the one example above.
No, there is one more thing I should mention: I am so grateful for this chance to learn and to keep studying Kabbalah.
I am filled with questions, too many to ask here, I feel stuck but the path lies before me plain as day yet I can not move my feet even though I think I should but yet I’m confused understanding without comprehension where am I feeling lost?
Have I been lead out into the desert? I only ask that I should know my place. So I can act accordingly, forgive me but I seek guidance and is not debate of the truth just as important as the truth itself? Is this where we are as a whole? The desert finally seeking the truth nothing but the truth. Is this the goal?
The gorilla blew mind. Tunnel vision can apply even if what you don’t see is in the tunnel. This gave me a better perception of joy because I discovered or rediscovered a sense of pleasure on a new level, like the people getting the hearing aid for the fist time. But this still is only but a piece of what is truly available to us, truly wonderful to imagine what it must be like to attain a true connection to the source.
There are so many avenues of greater understanding, all of which add to the feeling of pleasure and perhaps more to a sense of purpose, which although I thought I had some sort of handle on was in fact lacking. On a practical level I have gone deep into the past and relived many of the experiences I went through as a child and in fact in adult life as well. Some good some seemingly not so good in fact they were still living in my head rent free. Not so anymore, everything is now in perspective, a clear adventure of the path to where I am now. Everything is a road map to an outcome which has been filled with purpose and direction. The rest of the journey is beginning to look like an adventure that I really don’t want to miss.
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