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i’d like to ask something from my experience. the other day, i experienced rage like i never felt. after that i clearly saw my desire and felt so much despair. i begged the creator to correct me so that i can bestow to another person purely. is this  what prayer is? but if i also pray that the other person gain more strength to resolve this issue between us – is this prayer for another? or is it egoistic for me?

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i am truly inspired by learning that i can correct what i can not correct – with the help of the group and the Creator

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the group and the connection amongst the 10 to be able to be a being of bestowal

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no matter how i try to change myself, i can not do it alone

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feel each person and look at it from the point of bestowal just like the Creator

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by adhesion through connecting with friends

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