[Ben]

I feel much more aware of my egoism and sometimes I can tune into the way my will to receive perceives the world and how I’m always calculating.

[Ben]

It struck me how entrenched we are in the egoistic perception that its really like a fish in water in the sense that because it surrounds you all the time, you don’t know how egoistic you are. I can’t wait to acquire the sixth sense through immersing myself in kabbalah.

[Ben]

I want kabbalah to show me the more evolved, altruistic perception of reality where I am not always dealing with egoistic thoughts and desires and also to see everyone as one being.

[Ben]

Why is it that at times when I go to study kabbalah, I get hit with this sense of apathy or lack of motivation? How does one overcome such feelings of distance from the creator, where studying kabbalah seems futile sometimes?

[Ben]

I am always amazed at how when I study kabbalah, I seem to get lost and distracted by my egoistic thoughts, but every day I do my best to expose myself to the wisdom.

[Ben]

I expect to know more about the Kabbalah wisdom even though I technically did this course on someone else’s account, but there are many discernments when studying kabbalah, so you can read the same chapter in a kabbalah book repeatedly and still learn something new.

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