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Ok: how can the yearning of the friends for the Creator be increased and how can my yearning for the Creator be received by them – the way it is and to the same extent of strength it is?
Again some tipping mistakes – while I mean I do care to type every letter right – Â don’t see well anymore, still don’t have new glases. However…
That lesson was GOLD – wanted to say – called ‘deep healing’ amazing. Some spirits living in this world are rewarded to be so clear, that they bring such brilliant things in the world. What can we say then ‘thank you Creator ‘? And even THIS is not adecquate enough. Anyway.
Source: your lesson called ‘Deep Healing’ – a closed to my hear friend of mine, according to these current moves and leaps we’re experiencing before the congress (also because this time the preparation is so serious and deep) cliped some important things in yor lessons, and there are so many strains I have (unfraimed, foggy) questions – you know probably my issue meanwhile – but some things are so far clear I can askbabout:
You’ve made the lesson based on old’ recordings of Rav’s lessons from 2003. In your lesson is about yearning (very probably for that what tehe Creator wills from us)
So now: you talk and I am catapulted to the time of first 10 within YG program.
I came with a tremendous yearning – for spirituality, for Truth of God, for Peace, Unity, for Arriving, for Giving, for Sharing all this together so that even the world would turn out ‘right then’ into that, what God’s Will is to turn to! And came into that ten I was put to – and it was like they didn’t see that! That yearning had to disipate, to disolve, because they wanted some specifically from me, about envy and honor, and they didn’t turned arround to catch again that what I have come for – I’ve even lost and forget it by myself – in interaction with them.
Like they have only sucked it away, but never gave smth back in the same direction!
In that lesson you taught – is about yearning. How much liw and below should I have gone? – because in my experiencies I went under them anfd lost myself, while they didn’t give smth back – if Creators greatness, His desire, the purpose of creation, etc. ? Their yearning seemed to be only to have controll over me, and to suck me out – and MY yearning was like swalled by them with no outcome, only for chewing and being satisfied!?
And I ask myself even today – how would I have done better !? – that my yearning would have become THEIR yearning!? Since I am here for others forward coming, verdammt nich mal ! (damn it!), not flr myself !?
It feels to me Ic ve again havent brought it to the point – and I ‘m cirsed to alwasys keep trying ! (You know a bit my problem of expressing and framing – I wish it’ll get solved!)
